Hold on till may | kellic

12.

Kellin's POV

I knew where he'd be. I think. I got into the car and drove to the bridge. The what usually would have been a short car journey seemed to last forever. I finally arrived.  I couldn't see him. I walked along the edge. Not looking down, I wasn't scared of heights, but I was terrified that if I did look down, I'd see him already down at the bottom. I walked nearly half way when I came across a note that had Kells x  Written on it.

NO

NO

NO

He's already gone.

I unfolded the note and started reading.

Dear Kells,

I knew you'd think I came here. So I left a note to say I didn't come here to jump. I've gone somewhere that you wouldn't exactly expect. It holds a special memory and I want to die thinking of you. I'm so sorry Kells. I love you so much

Vic xxxx

I tried to think of where he could have gone. I had to stop him. 

Think. Think. Think

Somewhere that holds a special memory? 

Suddenly it clicked. The place we had our first date. It had to be. 

I didn't have much time left. I ran along the edge of the bridge, being careful not to fall. I clambered into my car and drove as fast as possible, not caring about the speed limits. 

Valentine's Park  The sign read. I rushed out my car and ran as fast as humanly possible to the lake, where we had our picnic. 

I looked around. Scanning the place.

He wasn't there.

He's gone forever.

My eyes fill up with tears.

I turned round to leave. When I caught, on the corner of my eye, the familiar Blink 182 tshirt, we both wore, the first time we met.

He was alive!

Vic's POV

I knew Kellin would go to the bridge. So I came here. The place we had our first date. It was so special to me and I wanted to die thinking of him. Before I left I wanted to have a look at the lake, sparkling in sun. I stared a while. Then suddenly a hand wrapped round me. A familiar smell, warmth. It was Kellin. He'd found me.

'Kellin! No!' I screamed. I didn't want him to stop me. He had tears running down his face. He was sobbing loudly. 'P-please d-dont' He said in-between loud sobs. 'Kellin, please.' I cried 

He shook his head 'No!' He screamed. I cried. Just cried. I love Kellin so much. I don't want to ever leave him. But I can't stay in this world much longer.  

He reached into my pocket. He pulled out the pack of strong paracetamol I was going to use. He poured 10 into his hand, then 10 in my hand. I get what he's doing.

'Together?' He said.

'Together' I nodded.

We kissed, held hands and were just about to pour them into our mouths...