I started to count how much money there was all together there was £550, i took £150 and saved the rest, my CD altomaticly changed to my of mice and men CD, secound and sebring came on as i could not help but to shout the words out from the top of my voice, while putting away the coffee jar filled with money, i really did not want to go outside but i had to, but what happens if i run into danny? the bullies? his fucking girlfreind?? then i would be in for it...
But i had to get this done, i had really no choice i wanted to eat and drink so i had to do shopping, but i know that danny and his girlfreind dont go out much but im hoping they dont reconise me the bullies or danny, i put all my trust into him but he took it and though it back into my face, what a twat he is, but now its my time to try and not be scared, to try and keep my faith and keep on dreaming for a better life insted off worrying all the time and scared to be the real me, i want to move away from this place i want to travel and explore the world, i dont want to be scared to step outside the door every morning just to go shopping or to meet someone, i want to go to concerts and enjoy life insted off living in fear, i want to get tattoos and not get dirty looks and people judgeing me for who i am.
I started to shake, started to sweat a bit, but i did not want that to get in my way off steping outside, i grabbed my black and white checkerd back pack witch was coved in band bages and other random ones, made sure everything i needed was in there, truned everything off grabbed my ipod with my headphones, leaving my phone at home becouse i knew danny would call, then made my way out the door, the sunlight hit my face witch nearly blined me, as i locked the door.
I tuned on my ipod to see it was fully charged, i looked all though my playlists and spotted my favarate nickleback song, lullaby, as i took a deep breathe and set off on my little shopping trip.
