3 weeks later
I finally got discharged from hospital, as danny was by my side all the way he never let go of my hand, we finally reached my house that had been abandoned for the past mouth, no soul had been in that house since my mother had been killed and dad leavening me, I unlocked the door, as the ice cold air hit me in the face straight away, as everything was left the same as we left it.
there was no light, only the light there was, was shining though the windows, I let go of Danny's hand and ran upstairs to put my bag in my room, as all the lights switched on all at once looks like Danny found the power box.
As I dropped my light bag on the floor and just looked around my room, this hole house brings back bad memories, the fighting, arguments, shouting, slamming doors, blood, screams, tears.
I could hear my mums and dads voices in my head as they swarmed around mind, I hated them from the outside, but I kinda loved them from the inside.
Bitch
Worthless
Slut
Slag
Emo
Tramp
Mistake
Accident
I could hear the voice off my father in my head, he words he used to call me everyday, I used to sit in my room and just cry, he started to say those words so often I got used to it, but I also started to Believe him.
That I where those things.
