I found myself on my sofa down stairs as I heard the door knock
"Babe, you in??" It was Danny
I just ignored it i did not want to talk to him, there was nothing to say to the guy who was a cheater,lier, a fucking twat...
"babe?? you okay?" he kept on qestioning, as i looked lifted myself up and and checked the curtins to make sure they were closed, i grabbed a hair bobble and tied my hair back in a messy bun, and waiting for him to get the hint and finally leave me alone as my phone kept on ringing, i just got fed up and tuned it off, and though it across the room as my eyes become watery again the knocking stopped, the shouting stoppped, i slowly got up and looked out off the window he gave up and walked away.
i closed the curtins and started to think about what all has happened, how can a guy be such a twat??, hes a fucking dickhead that need a reality check and stop messing with me, i looked around the blacked out room as i truned on the sterio, and put my hollywood undead CD in, and started to sing along to the words, and put it full blast, i checked the time it was 8:30 am, made sure the frount door was locked so if danny comes again he cant just walk in, i ran up sairs and got dressed into my suicide silance tee, black skinny ripped jeans, my plain black zipped hoodie and my black studded worn out boots, straintend my hair, and added make up, my black eyeliner, and a pinkish foundation to make it look like i have some colour in my skin i looked in the mirror and seen the deep scar i had on my cheek, took a deep breathe and shut my bedroom door, i ran down stairs and headed to the kichen to get food, i looked everywhere, but we had no food, eveything was emtpy...
i had to go food shopping, time to fend for my self, time to grow up fast, i knew where mum and dad hid the money in a old coffee jar in the cupbored, if they where not spending it on drugs and drink, they would put it away for a time where they need it the most, but i was not aloud any off it, now its my time to spend it.
