goodbye old me... hello new me...

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Again i started to blast music from the main sterio that was in the living room, i started blasting of mice and mens new CD resoring force, as public servcie announcement  started to blast out off the speckers, i went into the kichen to unpack everything i got, the food and drink i put all away in the cupbords and frige freezer, then unpacked my new clothes i got.

i brought some hair dye is well, pinky purple, blue and red, i fancy a change off colour as i was getting sick off my natual hair colour, i dyed my hair before, i went blue, then back to black.

i went in the downstairs bathroom, took out my strechers and lip rings, then did what i had to do with my hair, leaving  the blue dye on for a bit before washing it out, i wanted to be a hole new person, i wanted to be a better person and to leave all the bad memories behind, i no they will never leave me, my devil will always be on my back no matter what, school was the last thing on my mind, as the headtecher found out what happened to me and my mum, and about my dad dissapering in the dead of night, i was on my last year off school and i had finshed my exams, i had 15 weeks left at that hell hole, but with the hole situation, and whats heppened in the past few weeks, he was nice to me and said i could finsh school early...thank fuck..

But that has not stopped the bullys after my blood, even danny!! i fucking hate the name danny now, everytime i hear his name it makes me twich, flinch even, the fucker made me trust him and i fell for him...

"good one lucy" i said to myself while staing into the mirror

i jumped into the shower and washing the dye out, then washing it with shampoo and condisher.

i stepped out off the shower, but my batman vest top on with my black shorts due to the heat and how hot it was getting outside, still blasting music from my speckers, i opened the door wide open so i could hear the music playing, as another you came on, my favoraite song

i went into the kicken to get a glass off salt water, and put my lip rings in just for a couple off minites, to sairilize them, then walking back to the bathroom and putting my new steachers in, as i was upsizing it hurt like fuck but after a few painkillers, the pain stopped

i took my lip rings out off the glass off salty water running back into the bathroom and putting my new lip rings back in, i grabbed my old screchers and lip rings, went back into the kichen grabbed a cold can of monster, then i headed upstairs to put them into my little black box with the rest.

i took one last look in the mirror, and smiled, i loved my new hair it looked so much more better then my old colour, i started to blow dry it and straighten it, it truned bright blue witch made me love it even more...

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