**POSSIBLY TRIGGERING**
I starred out off my window, I could not believe what I was seeing, the guy that said he loved me, that he cared, that he would be lost without me...
Lied.
I tried to figure out who the girl was, then it hit me.
................
It was Kelly, my main bully, the girl that touters me everyday, makes my life a living hell and he was snogging her face off in front off my house, I wanted to go out there and punch him in the face, but I just did not have the guts even though all the anger inside of me was rising and burning, I started to shake and heavy breathe tears where rolling down my face as I just lost it completely, I grabbed a glass and though it at the wall witch shattered into lots off little pieces, it did not stop there I pulled all off my draws out and though them across the room witch smashed, I got a lighter, took the wristband off that he gave me and started to burn it, as I slowly sat down in the corner off my room and burning the wristband, witch calmed me down, but i all off a sudden lost it again and started to burn myself, I was just staring at this little glowing light.
I couldn't feel any pain, as my head was to messed up to even start to feel the pain, I finally got back up and looked at the room the mess I coursed as I opened the window really slowly to hear what he was saying.
"How did it go with the whore?" Kelly asked as he hands where in his back pockets
"Oh her, she's fucked up baby, I put on the the usual charm you know?, oh let me into that heart and crap, she fucking believed it, I kissed her a couple off times and that was it, she believed the crap I said about my dad, her family is fucked her mom died and her dad has dose a runner so.... We can do what ever we want, no one is going to protect her, she has no family, no friends... Let the fun and games begin" he laughed and they started to kiss again as they both walked away.
