Hai guys! Sorry I have not updated in a long time, I have Been extra busy getting my exams finished and collage sorted! So yeah, here youuu goo :3
I stood at the window, all my emotions I felt when I first seen Danny with that girl came flooding back...
Anger... Hate....
They both walked away hand in hand, I was stood there still at the window watching them walk away, after time I looked around the room, I fell to the floor crying, I started to turn into a emotional mess, my head was spinning I could not think straight, I could see what Danny wanted, it was written all over his guilty but beautiful face...
I looked in the mirror to see my face had turned red then went pail, the darkness under my eyes started to show, where I have had trouble sleeping and not been eating, just been drinking bottles of water and cans of monster.
I was tired and upset, Danny was confusing me even more with the mixed signs he was giving me, but also the way he acted, I could read the signs clear as day and his actions explained it all...
i desided to ignore it for just this time, i got back up onto my feet and started to play music again, but even louder, so evey fucker could hear, it was really hot so i desided to start eating my ice cream to cheer me up and have a bit of energy, i started to play "shodow moses" bring me the horizon, really loud, while getting back to what i was doing witch was sorting out my clothes like normal, ingoring my razor witch was stairing at me and sitting on my bedside table.
i kept on looking at it, it was calling my name... i put down my ice cream tub next to the window, bad idea becouse it would melt, and scanned my already scard wrists, with the kind of freash cuts still on show but further down my arm, i looked back at my razor, then looking back at my wrist.
