Lapidot: beach city high

Why can't I just tell you

Lapis pov
"Peridot is still look at us jasper" I whisper to Jasper.

"Oh boy she is going to hate me" jasper says after sighing. I give her a confused. Huh why is peridot going to hate jasper. It's not like she likes me. I don't think so cause if she did she wouldn't have gone on that date with crystal. I started to look down. I felt like crap. Why couldn't she take me instead of her. I wish I could tell her how I feel. But clearly she still likes crystal.

Peridot pov
I was just now staring aimlessly at lapis and jasper.
I can tell they noticed they saw me staring because jasper just dropped her ice cream and lapis is now looking at the ground. I started to clinch my fist. Why did you have to choose jasper instead of me lazuli. Did I do something wrong. What does jasper that I don't. I hate you jasper I can never forgive you. You know how much I like lapis then you go ahead and go on a date with her. I felt a tear run down from my face. Then I felt a tug on my shirt it was crystal.

"Hey dot do you want to go home now its kinda getting late." She said it in such a sweet tone for some reason.

I then wipe my tear away from my face so she wouldn't notice I was starting to cry. And then nod in agreement instead of responding. She then grab my arm and started to lead me to the dorms. I noticed before we left crystal looked back at jasper and lapis I wonder why. Wait why should l care she clearly likes jasper and not me. I wish I could have told her how I felt about her. *Sigh* I can never get my way in life. Now the one thing that always made me happy was now taken from me by my best friend jasper. Before I even knew it we were right at my front door of my door.

"Wow that was quicker than I thought" I said so emotionless like if nothing matters.

"Well of course it was quick silly. Fun land is really close to the dorms." Crystal gave me a big smile I try to smile back but failed. I feel like crap nothing matters anymore. ThenI look away from Crystal. We were just standing there. It started to get awkward. I then looked back at Crystal she started to lean toward me. Then I felt her lips on mine. I quickly pulled away. I was really starting to get annoyed. Before I could even reply. Crystal said.

"Bye Peridot~" she gave me a wink and started to giggle. After that she left.

"Finally she gone. I was wondering when this date was about to end. And great now I have to wash my mouth with soap. Maybe if I drink bleach I get rid of the taste of her." I then went into the dorm and slammed the door. I gave out a little sigh and went into my room. It looks the way I left it. I then took off my clothes and put on some black shorts and a green t-shirt and flop on my bed. Today was the worst day of my life. I should of known lapis would never like in that way. Instead she likes jasper! I then realized that I started to cry. Why couldn't it be me! I curled into a ball. And cried myself to sleep.

Lapis pov
As soon as looked back up I know 'tis that Crystal and Peridot are starting to leave. As they were walking Crystal then looks back at us and gives me an evil smirk and then sticks out her tongue like a child. Of course I had to just to stick my tongue out to. Man I hate that girl she planing something. Besides from that evil rat I hope my peri doesn't think that was on a date with jasper. Then I felt something on my shoulder. It was Jasper she was scratching her neck.

"Hey um Lapis...you ok" I was shocked that jasper cared about my feelings. Wait how could she tell something wrong. Ok Lapis try to play it off cool.

"W-what do you m-mean jasper" crap I stutter. Dam it Lazuli. Way too go to try to play it off cool.

" I mean don't you like peridot or peri what ever you call her?" Wait how does jasper know I like peridot. Did Amethyst or Steven tell her?!

"N-n-no w-what made y-you think t-that heheh?" Smooth Lapis there no way now she can tell you like Peridot now. Ok I need to find a way to change the subject.

" I mean your s-" before she could even finish I interrupted her and said.

"Hey jasper its getting kinda late I think it's about time to go home. So um bye." Before Jasper could say anything else I ran as fast I could. You know that saying gotta go fast. Before I even knew it I was already at the dorms. I forgot how close the dorms where to fun land. Hehe its kinda funny if you think about it. Like how close we are close to Magical place like fun land. I then noticed that Crystal and Peridot were at the front door of our dorm. I wonder why Crystal still here? I noticed that peridot looked away from Crystal. She started to look at my die reaction. I just into a nearby bush. Well that was convenient that I was able to find a bush close to our dorm. I didn't even know we had any plants or anything close to our dorm. I then hid behind the bush to see what Crystal was planning to do. I then noticed that Crystal glance at me and gave me a smirk. Oh crap she spotted me. Before I even knew it crystal kiss peridot. I started to cry a little it felt like my heart stopped working for a second. Until peri pulled away from the kiss which kinda made me feel better. Crystal the left and walked past me giggling. I then look back at peridot she looked really annoyed. I guess Crystal not a good kisser I started to laugh a little. Then I heard peridot said all this things which made me laugh even more. I guess she really doesn't like Crystal this really got my hopes up this mean I still might have a chance. Peridot then went in to the dorm. I waited a couple of minutes just in case. I then got up and went to the door. When I was about to open the door I realized something. I still might not have a chance since she saw me with jasper. And she could of thought that we were both on a date. Ugh I can never get my way. Then I went inside and went into my room. I then changed in a blue tank top and some grey sweats. And went to sleep.

Sorry I took forever to update the chapter I been kinda having writers block and it sucks. Well anyway I hope you liked this chapter I feel like it's a crapy chapter sorry if it is. Anyways I hope you had a good New Years and bye until next chapter.