It's Not My Fault (COMPLETED)

Chapter 18

Alexandra's POV

I woke up with a pounding headache.  I gorned sitting up and rubbing my eyes. What happened last night?

All I remember is going to the bathroom then it's all blank. I was deep in tought when I heard suffling.  I turned to see someone sleeping next to me. They were lying on their stomach so I could not see their face and one arm was wrapped around me.

I let out a startled scream as I leaped out of the bed. The person heard me scream and fell off the bed onto the floor in shock. 

"Ow!" He said he got   up dusting himself off and stood his full height. "Erick?" I asked confused then my eyes widened in fear.

"Relax you're not worth my time" he said noticing the fear in my eyes. "W-what happened last night?" I asked scared to know the truth. 

He sighed "you don't remember? " He asked. I shook my head "the only thing I remember was going to the bathroom at the party.  The rest is just blur" I said honestly. 

"Mason made you drunk and I found him forcing himself on to you" he said looking at the floor.

"Then what?" I asked knowing there is more to the story. He shrugged  looking at me "then I punched him and brought you here"

I looked at him. "Did anything else happen?" I asked "We spoke for a while down by the  lake and you told me some" he paused "things" he said

Oh god no! Please tell me I didn't tell him my secret.   

"What kind of things did I tell you ?" I asked slowly. He looked me dead in the eyes and said "why have you been lying to me all this time? Why did you plan to make me break up with you? Why did you go through all that trouble to make me hate you?why?" He asked

I let out a sigh of relief.  He doesn't know my secret but he knows it was all fake okay I can work around that.

"What do you want?" I asked just above a whisper.  "I want to know the truth. I'm tried of all the lies" He's voice raising.

"What are you doing in my room?" I asked anger taking over me. I have to get rid of him. He was taken aback by my question.  "Y-you asked me to stay with you last night" he says quietly.

"Well now I want you to leave" I say turning away from him. "Alex" he says reaching out to me. "I said  get out! I was not in my right  mind last night so don't think much of the way I acted" I said looking away.

He sighed then walked out of the room shutting the door behind him. I let out a sigh. Time to fix the damage caused last night.

I walked to the kitchen and took some pain killers for my headache.  I then walked to the bathroom.  I looked at myself in the mirror and did a double take. My hair looked like a rats nest,my clothes where all creased and I looked like I have panda eyes because  I didn't take my make - up off last night.

I grabbed a hair brush and started brushing out my knots. When I was done I tied my hair and grabbed my makeup remover wipes and did my best to get rid of it. I washed my face with my face wash then brushed my teeth.  I walked to the shower and turned the water on. The hot water helping me relax. I scrubbed my body and washed my hair.

When I was done I put on a pair of sweats and a t-shirt. I hoped into my bed and ended up falling off to sleep. The last thing on my mind was Erick. 

How could I be so stiupd and tell him. And what is he going to do now that he found out. Did I just ruin everything. 

I can't help but wonder what if we could get back together.  We could spend some time together before I leave.  But when I leave he'll be heart broken.  That's way I had this plan.

But this morning he looked at me like he used to look at me before. I wish I could just tell him. But for now I have to come up with something else. 

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