It's Not My Fault (COMPLETED)

Chapter 24

Alexandra's POV

"And then 3 months later I got stuck in this place. They were running tests on me. But the doctor said I'm too far gone to treat. So I'm just waiting" I finished telling my story of how I got stuck in the hospital to Maggie one of the older peisents.
"So what's really  wrong with you?" She asked. I sighed looking at my hands "I have Coronery Heart disease. From the time I was born. But I never took teartment" I said.

"Miss Lean. It's time for you to go back to your room" the nurse said coming into the room. I said goodbye  to Maggie the went to my room.

This place was so boring. I never really understood why people would always complain about the food until I tried it.

I checked the time.  It was almost visiting hours so my mum and dad would be here any minute. They always took time to come and see me everyday.

They were heartbroken to see me like this but it's something I choose. I heard the door open. I spoke without looking thinking it was my parents. "What book did you bring me today?" My dad has been bringing me books to read.  I haave so much free time I only took one day to read a book then send it back waiting for a new one.

And my dad always picked the best books. When I heard no answer I looked up confused. Only to see Erick standing there with a hurt look on his face.

I smiled at him "you'll live long. I was just taking about you" I said. He laughed "Oh were you now?" He said sitting on the chair besaide the bed.

I nooded. "I hope it was all good things" he says. "mostly" I mock him.

He smiles looking up at me with red eyes. My smile dropped.  I sat up holding his face in my hands. I used my tumbs to wipe away some tears that had escaped.

"No more crying baby please. I hurt you enough" I said.

"I'm so sorry. I acted like a total dick that day. And I know I should have come to you in the passed three months but I didn't and I was so stupid and I-" I cut him off by placing my lips softly on his.

I pulled back and he hugged me sobbing. He cried like a baby in my arms. It broke my heart to see him like this.

My parents came and went. Cami and Romeo came to see me and they even brought me some flowers. But Erick sat by my side not leaving.

I was greatful to have him by me. I missed him so much. And just his presence comforts me.

I know for a fact I don't have long before I leave. And I'm welcoming it. I can't fight it. All my life I've been in and out of hospitals and going for tests.

I didn't want to keep doing that. I want to be peaceful. And I'll get that.

Erick's head was on my lap I ran a hand trough his hair. "Good night my love" I said then closed my eyes. 

Coronery Heart disease is something that you are born with. Yes there is treatment  it there is no cure.

And if I do live it won't be easy. I have to go in for regular check ups. And having kids is going to be a problem. When the time comes for me to give birth I would probably die of heart failure because my heart is not strong.

My heart my not be strong but it does hold a lot of love for this guy right here.  Erick Dream. I will always love you. 

I felt him stir  in his sleep.  I opened my eyes to see him sitting up and looking at me.

I looked at him confused  "what is it?" I asked.

"I just......I can't" he sighed and took a breath. "I want to ask you something. I  can't go on not knowing your answer" he said.

I nodded at him to continue. He held my hand and looked into my eyes.

"Alexandra Lean from the moment I saw you I new there was something special about you. And I know this is chlihe  but I just have to get this off my chest. Our relationship grew as time went on and you became my best friend. We have had some good times and bad but we always mad it toghter. And I just want you to know that I love you always and forever." He paused

He reached into his pocket "so will you marry me?" He asked.

I gasped at him. He held a beautiful sliver ring with a dimond in the middle. Tears were flowing down both of our eyes. I couldn't speak so I just noded at him.

He smiled at me and placed the ring on my finger it fit perfectly. He leaned forward and kissed me. It was the most mind blowing kiss we have ever shared.

I pulled away "I love you too forever and always" I said he smiled and jumped into the bed with me. I moved over so that we were cuddling. This was the best feeling ever.  We both went to bed with smiles on our faces.

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