The Mafia of Love

Chapter 11 - Without you I got nothing to lose

'This is the news reposts from NYC and we're at the spot where the biggest drug dealer/criminal of the city was found dead along with his team workers. Now you can see that the flames go up to the sky and that this black cloud still around the place even tho the firemen cleaned out everything. The place where they found what was left of John Morrissey and his buddies was believed to be full of drugs and money. Now the case here is who was that hero that saved the city of New York from all those drugs and murders?'

(Shawn's P.O.V.)

I tuned off the TV that was in the hospital room and I looked at Bey, I think I did a good thing for her when I killed John, now she's free to do whatever she wants! She just has to get out of this bed.

I haven't left her side for a second since I brought her here, doctors say she'll be fine as long as she wakes up by herself in the next 4 hours, otherwise she'll be diagnostic with a coma. So right now I'm praying that she wakes up, I want to see those sweet brown eyes even if they don't want to see me.

Since she had no family I was the one looking after her and I was the one responsible for her in the hospital, I was pratically alone right now, i just wish I had someone there with me. It kinda reminded me of Kanye, when I needed him he was there and now I feel more alone than ever.

'Where's my baby?' A desperate voice came into the room, my mother

'Mom, what are you doing here?'

'Well the hospital called and said you were here, I was worried, oh I missed you my cupcake' She hugged me, I really felt great that she was there, I haven't seen my mom for 4 years since the last Christmas we were together, but I really didn't feel like her calling me her cupcake 

'Hey mom, thanks for coming'

'And who's that young woman?'

'That's Bey'

'She's beautiful, is she your girlfriend?'

'I'm not really sure, I screwed up. But I saved her' Suddenly I was telling my mother everything that went on the past couple of months, how I got the mission, how I got close to John, how I met Bey, how I helped her, how just the other day I caused all that fuss with the fire and the deaths and also how I saved Bey. She listened and nodded til I was done and then she strted talking and I knew a great advice would come out

'It seems like you really love this girl Shawn, I'm proud of you. But again you got yourself into a big trouble, since you wre a kid you got this magnet for trouble and there you are again' That made me smile, I remember as I kid I gave my mother a lot of work. 'So if she's still mad at you, you just gotta think about something that will bring her back, like something romantic, something that will tell her that you didn't mean to lie and that you love her very much. Right now I suggest you go home, go clean your head from all that happened'

'I'm not leaving her'

'Shawn, you stink, you need a shower. If she waked up and sees that you're a mess she'll....'

'....Realize I was here the whole time.' My mother looked at me and nodded

'Ok, Imma bring you some new clothes, I still have some of your clothes in the house, i'll be right back babe.' She gave me a kiss on the forehead and left.

I was really glad mom went there with me and she was right, all I had to do was show Bey how much she means to me, but how?

I looked at her and she still looked beautiful on that hospital bed, I wanted, with all my might, her to wake up, I got closer to her and started passing my hands through her face, her skin felt so soft it made me remember the nights we spent loving each other instead of sleeping and when I was a bout to place a kiss on her lips she woke up.