Sex dealer

five

*Cadence's POV*

I clip the back of Lilly's bra and pull on the matching thong that Lilly hadn't yet worn.

Then, I pull on the shirt I had on me when I woke up here.

I finished caking my face about five minutes or so ago.

I move to the full mirror and take in my appearance.

Wild hair straightened? Check.

Nose piercing on? Check.

Make up done to make me flawless? Check.

Waxed everything? Check.

Fake nails? On.

Toe nails clipped and painted? Done.

Deodorant and perfume? Sprayed.

Had a little alcohol to take my nerves away? Yes.

Made up my mind to get the hell out of here? Long ago.

I mentally check off everything before smiling a little at my appearance.

I do look attractive.

I make sure everything on me is okay before turning around to face Lilly and Camilla.

"You can turn around now." I chew my lip and tell them.

They turn around and smile at me.

"Your make up is so fucking good!" Camilla gushes.

"And your highlight!" Lilly adds.

"Thank you, I know right." I chuckle.

Lilly rolls her eyes playfully before smiling at me again.

"So... I kinda need clothes so how do I ask, you know? Do I just say something like 'I need clothes, let's fuck and then go buy them?'" I awkwardly ask.

"No, Cady." Camilla laughs.

"You don't ask before you do the deed, you basically seduce them into fucking and after, they'll ask you what you want."

"And then I tell them?"

"Exactly. Then they'll take you out to a mall and buy it for you."

"Wait, so do I just get a single pair of clothes for a single fuck?" My eyes widen at the thought of that.

Imagine how many times I'd need to give away my modesty so that I could fill up my empty wardrobe to make it like the one I have at home...

"No, you get a few but not as much as you want. They decide when you have enough. It depends on the man." Lilly explains.

"Right." I awkwardly laugh.

That's all I know to do.

If I get too angry, I laugh so I don't go apeshit.

If I don't know what to say, I laugh so I don't need to say anything.

If I'm a little or very sad, I laugh so I don't go depresso.

Through my laughter, a few tears snake their way down my face before turning into a fucking river.

I break out into sobs, shaking uncontrollably.

I think all I need right now is a good cry, just this once.

I cry because I miss my parents.

I cry because I miss my brothers.

I cry because I miss my friends and I miss the noise of the main road around my house that I hated so much but would now give anything to listen to again.

Not that I have anything of my own to give away anyway.

Except myself.

And I've already given that away to the people that own this place.

"It's okay, Cady. We know how you feel." Camilla and Lilly pull me into a hug and tell me comforting things.

"You get used to it, Cady. And when you think about it, it's not even that bad. Like all you have to do is dress like a slut and suck and fuck dick and that's it, you get whatever the fuck you want an-"

I hear a slapping noise followed by "shut the fuck up, Camilla. She doesn't want to hear that right now."

I sigh finally and pull away, wiping my eyes.

"I gotta do this." I whisper, mostly to myself.

"Yeah." Camilla and Lilly both nod.

"I'm gonna do this." I finalise before pulling the hairtie out of my hair and walking out.

"Wait, Cady!" I hear Lilly call.

"Yeah?" I turn around.

"Are you a virgin? Be careful if you are." She warns.

"No," I shake my head.

"I'm not."

And right now, for the first time, I'm thankful that I'm not a virgin and that I lost my v-card in a drunken one night stand.

Because I'd rather lose my virginity in a one night stand than to one of the fucking scumbags here.

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I have so many unpublished books I wanna write but I haven't even finished two yet. Like no joke, I have 20 unpublished books, I know what the plot is etc but I just can't post them all at once and make enough time to update them regularly, you know? But I also want to write them so much. Ugh.