don't go

3

 I am stupidly happy at Kaylen being my friend. I mean it's not like I never had friends. Back in elementary school I had three friends. It ended badly but the idea of having Kaylen as a friend didn't feel scary. That is what a friendless loser I am having a friend scares me. 

 After History ended I walked to my next classes in a daze of happiness. Kaylen wasn't in any of my classes though. My next class was when my happiness ended. When I walked in Lizzie Mercer was in my class.

 Lizzie Mercer is my personal worst enemy. Since the start of sixth grade Lizzie started bullying me. I still remember crying my eyes because of Lizzie and cutting myself because of Lizzie. I still feel sick remembering the summer where I tried to be beautiful and cool so I could become friends with someone like Lizzie. I thought me and Lizzie might be let be friends so when she said I could be friends with her if I lost ten pounds I lost enough weight to have an eating disorder.

 Lizzie was sitting down but she got up smiling. I know that smile. She always had it on her face she was about to hurt you.

Oh god look everyone Skylar still's alive personally I thought she would have slit her wrists by down like Skylar please how many people have you told that you want to kill yourself" said Lizzie clearly

"Fuck off Lizzie" I snarled

"answer Lizzie freak" Jake Reynolds Lizzie's boyfriend yelled at me 

 I resisted the urge  to slap Lizzie. I wanted to kill her. Lizzie Mercer got everything. She never thought about the pain she caused. People whispered that in freshman year a girl committed suside because of Lizzie bullying her.

"Get a life Lizzie go and fuck yourself" I snarled

"Oh our you sad you can't get a guy did you know Skylar has a crush on Jeremy Atkins I mean did you see her smile when he talked to her plus she didn't even act much like the bitch she is" Lizzie snarled

 Truthfully I wish I could have crush on Jeremy. I didn't Jeremy. He was okay and he actually was nice to me. I would never end up with a crush on him though.

"Oh my god" Lizzie's friend Kristen giggled "Can't wait for this to get round the school"

 Kristen already had her phone out. She was just a school gossip. She was always spreading gossip. She was also one of the most slutty girls I had ever know. 

 Great. It looks like I'm going to get gossip spread around the whole school about me. I can also except someone who's civil to me will now treat me like a loser.

 I just and went and sat down. At long last the teacher came in.

"Kristen" she snapped as soon as lay eyes Kristen "What our you wearing" she demanded

"Clothes" Kristen snapped sweetly "tomorrow your wear something good for school our or be calling be calling your friends"

"Sure" said Kristen smiling sweetly but clearly not meaning a word of what she had just said.

 I didn't see Kaylen till lunch. Most kids love lunch. It's the time where you catch up with all your best friends. I have no friends at lunch. I don't much like going to the cafeteria because it's way to loud to read or study and I'm hungry so I don't want to go the library.

 I walked to lunch alone and sat down alone. I always sit on the worst table. There was already of a couple of kids on the table. They looked like freshman. I was only on that table for a few minuets.

"Skylar" I heard Kaylen shout

 I turned around and saw Kaylen walk over to me.

"Hi" she said "Do you want to sit with me" she asked

 This had to be a joke. Surly Lizzie had told Kaylen what a loser I was and how her idea of fun was torturing me.

"Um no sorry" I muttered

"Oh our you waiting for friends" Kaylen asked me

"Don't have no friends Lizzie's bullied me for years so don't think I really want to hang out with her" I snapped

"Oh" said Kaylen she looked horrified it looked like her asking me to sit with her wasn't even a joke

 Of course that was when Lilli and Gabbi showed up

"Hay Kaylen" said Lilli putting her round Gabbi "Come on you said you wanted food come on let's just get food" Lilli told Kaylen

"It's not your getting food, Lilli you and Gabbi our like so skinny you don't need to diet" Kaylen told them

"Yes I do" said Lilli brushing a strand of blond hair off her face "Anyway what our you doing talking to her she's a loser Lizzie won't want you being friends with her" said Lilli glaring at me

"Lil's I love you but the truth is our be friends with whoever I like and if Lizzie don't approve it screw her" said Kaylen

 Gabbi looked slightly nervous. "Whatever" Gabbi muttered "Were see you later okay"

 Kaylen watched them walk away and then she sat down next to me "My god that Lizzie girl seems like such a fucking bitch I mean Gabbi and Lilli our really cool in an airhead way but there so different when they hang out with Lizzie should start hanging out with you if that's okay" said Kaylen smiling at me

"Sure" I said way to quickly

"Looks like Lizzie ain't gonna love me" said Kaylen cheerfully

"Watch out for Lizzie" I told Kaylen "Her bullying goes way beyond name calling"

"She's hot Lizzie but doesn't seem nice" Kaylen told me

Truthfully Lizzie was hot. She was tanned blond and skinny.

"I guess" I said wondering if Kaylen was lesbien

"Before you ask I am a lesbien" Kaylen asked me

I was suddenly very happy.