don't go

5

 When I got back to my house for once Mum and Dad where actually in the house. usually there not back till about seven. Mum and Dad weren't what you call good parents. They both left me and Blair alone a lot. Blair could drink at home because mum and dad weren't home to tell her off. She could stay out past her cerfew because Mum and Dad weren't home at that time

"Darling" cried Mum almost running to Blair and she hugged her "How was your first day of high school" she demanded

"Oh it was great" said Blair sweetly

 I couldn't but notice how Blair's skirt now looked longer that it had done on the bus.

"Nice to see you to" I muttered under my breath

 My parents have never had time for me. I couldn't say I raised myself but I was washing my clothes making meals for myself a lot younger than most kids. They didn't do much better with Blair either. Blair was the angle though rather than Blair looking after herself as much as possible they made me look after her.

"Mum do you mind if I ever go ever to Abbie's just to study" said Blair sweetly

"Sure not going to stop you doing extra work" said Mum sounding delighted I think there must be a screw loose in her head if she believes Blair will be studying.

"Would it be okay if Skylar drives us and just helps us out for a bit " Blair asked Mum

"Oh sure" said Mum happily

 Of course Mum doesn't bother to ask me if I want to drive my sister around. I guess that's the reason why Mum and Dad even got me a car so I could drive Blair around.

"Great thank you" Blair squealed "Oh and Skylar" she said turning her head to look at me "Didn't you say your going out someone were I sleep over at Abbie's"

"Yes" I snapped "I'm going up to my room knock when your ready Blair" I snapped and stalked off to my room

 The moment I got into my room I checked my image in the mirror. I looked okay but I only looked okay. For some reason I wanted Kaylen to think I looked good. I mean it's not because I like her plenty of people want to nice for there friends.

 I washed my hair and then spend half an hour trying to pick the perfect outfit to wear. Nothing seemed quite right. Some of my clothes were just plain wrong others made me look like I was trying way to hard. Finally I put on my best black Vail brides top and black ripped jeans. I put on a slipknot hat. I didn't look a try hard but I actually looked pretty nice.

 I still had time to kill. I went to wardrobe and took out the box's I had. The were memory's box. That just sounded stupid. I should of thrown the box's out long ago but for reason I just didn't want to. I opened the first box. I picked up one of the photo's. It was of me aged ten. Back then I was happy. I may of still not been a bit of a loser but I still had friends. Blair was in the photo to. She was only eight then. Back then me and Blair had been friends. I had been looking after her the way an eight year shouldn't. We had been ice skating that day. I had stayed with Blair. Mum and Dad weren't watching each other.

 I didn't leave the house till six. Blair wasn't ready she was carrying a bag.

"Great party outfit" I said sarcastically

"Very funny I'm changing at Abbie's Mum and Dad need to think I'm studying  " Blair snapped "Now come on I want to get round to this party"

"Did you get an invite" I demanded, Part of me wanted to be friends with Blair again like I was ten

"God just shut up Skylar and Lizzie said I should come to Ambers party you our just pissed off cause you don't have any friends" Blair snapped at me my wish that I could be friends with Blair disappeared

"I do have a friend actually" I snapped "Kaylen the new girl"

 Blair pulled  a face "Oh the girl friends with Lilli Lizzie's tag along"

 Blair was starting to really piss me off. She seemed to think Lilli was a loser because she was Lizzie's tag along friend but I had seen with Lizzie and it was pretty clear she was going to end up as Lizzie's tag along friend.

"Just tell me where Abby lives" I snapped

 Luckily Abby only lived about five minuets. Of course my sister had to take an hour till she was ready. I thought I would only have to drive Abby and Blair to the party. Of course I also had to drive Leah Kat and Emily.

 At least I know my way to Ambers. It felt kind of cool to go to the first real party I had ever been too. Ambers party's were famous too. She was a senior who throw huge parties and everyone wondered why Amber wasn't in jail.

 Ambers house was huge. There was already a lot of kids there. Blair and her friends ran off straight away. I got out my car slowly. Please say this is fun I though. I wondered watching people for a few minuets.

 There was a lot of kids laughing and chatting. There were kids making out and plenty of drunk people.

"Hay Lilli" yelled staggering over me

 Lilli was wearing a tiny white dress it showed off her long skinny legs.

"What Lilli" I snapped

"You stole Kaylen trying to get her as the loser" Lilli told me, I was surprised how Lilli didn't sound like she was making fun of me

"She's a friend" I snapped

"That's cool" said Lilli "Kaylen's around somewhere" she promised me

"Um thanks" I said walking away from Lilli, drunk Lilli was not my favourite person to be around

 Three girls who it looked like I know me and started whispering.

"Hay" I heard Kaylen yell, Kaylen ran towards me and hugged me "You so fucking amazing" she said happily

"Says you" I said honestly

 Kaylen really did look amazing. Her long hair was loose. She was wearing a black top that showed her flat stomach and a white skirt

"Going for the preppy school girl kind of thing" said Kaylen cheerfully

"That's your idea of preppy school girl" I said wondering what the girls in Kaylen's school wore I mean it wasn't like Kaylen looked like a slut but it was not the clothes you wore to school.

"Okay preppy school girl in a movie want to get a drink" said Kaylen

"Sure I guess" I muttered

"So this party seems okay" Kaylen told me

"I guess I'm a loser I don't go to parties" I said

"So is this your first time" said Kaylen leaning closer to me

 I really wanted to kiss Kaylen. I tried not to focus on her beautiful face.

"I know I'm a loser" I muttered

"No your not but while were at it how about you tell about no guys ones you've liked dated the good bad I'm in a movie girl mood" Kaylen told me moving away from me slightly

 I didn't want to tell Kaylen the truth. I didn't want to tell Kaylen that I had never had a boyfriend. I hadn't even had a first kiss.

"None" I said hating how much of a loser I must sound like "I haven't even be kissed"

 Kaylen smiled at me. "I guess I should do something to change that" said Kaylen smiling at me and then she kissed me