don't go

9

 I wake up in a huge bed. My head was killing me.

"Shit" I muttered, I had no idea were I was.

 I got up slowly. I was trying to ignore my headache. I was starting to get really terrified. I have no idea when I am. Panic was sitting in. I didn't know what happened last night. What the hell had happened to me.

 I slowly walked out the room and walked down to the stairs. There was four girls in the room. Once I saw them my panic subsided. One of them looked vaguely familiar. My sister Blair was also there.

"What you doing up Meghan can you drive us back" Blair said sadly

  The girl called Meghan smiled sadly at Blair "Sure, Call me if you need anything"

 I had no idea why nobody would even look at me. I was terrified to I had no idea what happened. All I remember was Kaylen kissing me. That terrified me. I couldn't be gay but I am.

"Blair what happened" I demanded

   There was a few seconds of awkward silence. 

"You were drunk, off your head" snapped Meghan.

 That was when I know what was wrong. When I was really low in seventh grade I used to drink. I didn't drink often but one time I was out drinking and I passed out.  Blair found me. I had been drinking and staggered in front of a car.

 Blair took it hard when I was hit by a car  due to drinking. She said I had a drinking problem. The thing is out of all of the problems I've ever had drinking has never been one them.

 But now I know I've betrayed my sister.

"Our drive you home" Meghan said quietly

 The drive home was silent. Blair didn't even look at me. Once we were home we left the car silently.

"I'm sorry Blair" I muttered hoping she would say something to me, I had told Blair I would never get drunk after what happened

"Why" Blair muttered turning her head around to face me "Why did you have do this you know what drink does to you, you could of really hurt yourself"

 Blair took hard when I was hit by a car. I know she hurting her. I'm not close to her but's I still betrayed me.