don't go

4

I had an amazing friend. I spend lunch telling Kaylen about the kids in the school. Kaylen talked about her school a lot too. Kaylen was good at telling funny stories. Her life sounded so exciting. Nothing like mine. I wanted to ask if she had a girlfriend but the bell went before I had chance.

"I hope Gabbi and Lilli aren't pissed off you" I said grabbing my bag and standing up/

"They won't be they just don't want Lizzie or any of that lot to be pissed off at them" Kaylen told me "Bye"

 This was the first good school day I had in years. Even Lizzie couldn't do anything to destroy my happiness. I was scared about how I felt about Kaylen but at the same time I really liked Kaylen. 

 I had maths after form. As normal everyone stared me. That's what happens your a Goth

"Go and sit over there" My maths teacher Mr Cross told me

"Whatever" I muttered

 I had to sit next to Kayla Jones and Eric Vanderwoodson.

"Great" Kayla muttered when I sat next to her

  I didn't care about how Kayla kept as far away from me as she could even Eric acted like  I wasn't there. Nobody want's to risk seeming to be a like of friend of mine. They don't want to piss Lizzie and her friends off Chuck Archibald and Mike Marin case they become there next victims.

  School was like some weird blur. Even thought people I couldn't stand were in my classes I didn't feel the urge to cut like I normally did when they yelled something at me or shoved me.

 I went to class not listening when Chuck shoved me hard enough to make me fall over and then kicking my bag and when Mike throw a book at me. I dodged it.

 Once I got back onto the bus of course my sister Blair couldn't have just got a lift with one of her friends. Only a loser would be jealous of there little sister. What can I say I am. Blair looked happy like her dreams for high school had been fulfilled. Her skirt was short but she didn't look a slut. Her brown hair shone and she was clearly happy.

 Looking at Blair made me remember my first day of high school. Middle school had been really hard for me. My friend Yaz had moved to England and my other friend Megan had stopped being friends with me. I thought high school had been different. I was wrong.

 I could remember having to sit alone and Lizzie kept yelling at me. Finally I had yelled back. Lizzie had been dating Chuck at the time. Chuck shoved me against the wall and yelled in my face not to mess with his girl. He had punched me to.

 I sat alone on the bus. I'm used to sitting on my own but the thing that really gets on my minds is half way through ninth grade Lizzie got everyone to not sit next to me or in the seats just behind me.

"Hay" my sister Blair told me stalking over to me when I was nearly home

"What" I snarled

"If Mum asks I'm going to study at Abbie's" Blair told me

 I rolled my eyes "Why should I cover for you we hate each other" I pointed out

 My sister Blair is bitchy loud and think she is the most important person is the world.

"Because  your driving me there and your get in trouble if Mum and Dad know you dragged me to a high school party" Blair snapped

"Fuck off" I snarled

"And of course Mum and Dad will believe sweet good Blair" said Blair smiling in victory

"Fuck off" I snarled, I hated this about Blair she never thought about other people in Blair's mind it was all about her

  Blair did as she said. I pulled out my phone and texted Kaylen.

hey its skylar i fucking hate my sister I wrote and sent the message

 I got a text bad in about ten seconds

wht happened i got a lift with lili got to miss meeting the bitch wht party is it 

"Blair" I yelled at my sister "What party"

"Ambers party got Skylar were do you live in a bin of course it would have to be black" Blair yelled 

 I rolled my eyes. I sent Kaylen a message saying

ambers party

 omg i'm so going lili says ambers parties our always awesome can't wait to see u

 Okay so I was going to Amber's parties. I really didn't want to drive Blair but I wanted to see Kaylen.

 Kaylen was like a drug. I wanted not to hang out with Kaylen I didn't want to have the feelings I had for her. I did though and I couldn't bare not to spend time with Kaylen.