Kaylen smiled at me. I didn't know what to say. I couldn't say the truth. I loved the kiss. I wanted to her kiss her again. The truth is I'm a lesbian. I've denied it for so long but it's the truth. A tear rolled down my face I wiped my face angrily. Crying shows your weakness.
"Um I'm sorry" Kaylen muttered and ran off.
My face was horrified but it wasn't because of the kiss it was because I had no idea what I was going to do.
I texted Blair saying I was leaving the party and she could a lift with someone else. I went to my car and starting driving. I couldn't believe this. Mum and Dad were homophobic I had always know it. I couldn't tell them that I was a lesbian. They already thought I was a disappointment I couldn't tell them that I was a lesbian.
I was thirteen when I first thought I might be a lesbien. I had a crush on a girl called Ali. I still remember how I felt when she talked to me. She had Mum's daughters friend. I still remember how happy I was when she talked to me and how I wanted to stroke her long blond hair. I told myself I wasn't a lesbian but I am. I spend three years telling myself I was straight but I wasn't. Maybe if I kiss a guy our realize that really I'm straight but what's the point. I'm a lesbien
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RomanceSixteen year old Skylar has always been a high school loser but when she meets the new girl Kaylen she quickly finds herself falling in love but as she falls for Kaylen it causes her mental issues to come to the surface.
