I saw the usual hate that I used to get from Beau's fans saying things like '@BrooksBeau @Isabella_B fat' and '@BrooksBeau @Isabella_B ew whore'. I guess I kind of got use to it considering they were fan girls seeing their idols with other girls. But then I saw one, it caught my eye and made my heart thump out of my chest.
'@BrooksBeau @Isabella_B wait... Didn't you dump her ass when she cheated on you?' I went on the girls account, she had thousands of followers and already hundreds had already retweeted her tweet. Suddenly my eyes wondered onto another one further down '@BrooksBeau @Isabella_B BUT SHE KISSED LUKE WHAT THE FUCKKKK'. How the fuck do their fans find out this information. Only me, Luke, Jai, Beau and Becca knew so- holy shit. Becca. But surely she wasn't that low to tell anybody, we sorted everything out.
I dropped my phone in shock to see many other fans replying to the second one saying things like 'What?!' and 'No fucking way!' Beau's head snapped to me and he held my thigh in his hand.
"Is everything okay Bells?" His face was terribly concerned.
"Yeah, I.. I just.. I'm fine." I lied to him, I didn't want to ruin our night because of some silly, jealous fans.
"Babe, I can tell when you're lying. Tell me what's wrong." He said with all seriousness.
"It's just... Your fans on twitter... You know the normal tweets they send me, it's nothing." I guess I was telling the truth, apart from me missing out the part that all of his Janoskianators knew about me and Luke.
"Oh right, they never seem to bug you." He was right, it never bothered me before, but them tweets ran through my mind, over and over. Tears were fighting at the edge of my eye, but I tried to hold them back. Of course, once again the tears won the battle and fell, fast. Beau pulled up to the side of the road and pulled my hands into his, "Tell me the truth Isabella, I know it isn't the fans because they've never, ever made you cry." I stared into his green, green eyes, "please Bel."
Not a sound left my mouth, only more tears from my eyes, making Beau's eyes tear up. I've only ever seen him cry a couple of times in our relationship, but this time he was crying because of me crying, not because of the two of us arguing.
"Please Beau, just drive please. We can't... I can't do this right now." He sighed and continued pleading.
"Bella, I just want to know what's upset you. I hate seeing you like this, I hate seeing you cry." A tear eventually fell from his dark eyes.
"I know Beau, I hate seeing you like this too. It kills me!" He stayed quiet so I continued speaking, "A few of your fans on twitter were giving me hate, but then I saw a girl say about you 'dumping my ass' after I cheated on you." His eyes widened and his mouth dropped open, "Another said about me kissing Luke, I don't know who told them or how anyone found out and I don't really care right now, but they know."
"Bella, I promise you-"
"Don't even say it, I know you haven't said anything. I just..." I stopped, not even knowing what I was going to say myself.
"Do you want me to talk to Luke? Not that I have any suspicions about him at all, I just think that maybe he knows who might have mentioned it." He doesn't even elaborate, but I quickly catch on.
"Becca." I say quietly.
"Well, it's worth asking. Please, forget about it for now so we can enjoy ourselves?" He smiled, wiping away his tear on his cheek.
"Of course, thank you. I love you so much." He stroked my cheek whilst lifting my hand up in his and planting a kiss on my knuckles.
"I love you more, you look beautiful by the way." He said jokingly, knowing he had already said it. He slowly wiped away the wetness on my cheeks, kiss my lips lightly and re-started the engine.
When we reached the restraunt, I felt a lot more comfortable about the situation and how Beau made me feel about it. The conversation flowed perfectly, and he slowly slipped his hand under the table onto my knee.
"Beau, not now." I said, hating that it couldn't happen.
"Bella, I'm only stroking your leg, I'm not sticking my fingers anywhere." He was right, it did feel great and nobody could judge us for that. His fans could, my conscious reminded me evilly.
Our food arrived and after the main we shared a chocolate cake before paying the check. We walked out to the car and his arm was wrapped around my shoulder, holding my hand on the other side. He covered the right side of my face with kissed until we reached the car.
"So... When... When are we going to talk about it Beau?" I said quietly, hoping he wouldn't hear me and I could just forget my thoughts.
"I don't know babe, I don't think we should discuss this until we're with Luke, I don't want you talking about it more than once. I care about you so much Bella." This warmed my heart.
"I care about you too, but please do one thing for me?" He turned his head to look at me a couple of seconds before turning back to the road.
"What's that?"
"Just please, don't get angry. Don't lash out if it was Becca, I know you would never hurt her, so Luke is obviously next after her."
He rolled his eyes and licked his lips before answering me, "I'm not making any promises."
"Beau! Promise me!" After no answer I looked to the right of me, out of the window.
"Okay fine! I promise!" He said louder than he needed to, it was a small space so I would have been able to hear him perfectly fine.
"Don't shout at me Beau, I just needed to make sure. I know what you can be like sometimes."
"You know what I can be like? What the f-" he stopped, the anger flushed from his eyes and switched to worry. "I'm sorry, I will keep calm when I talk to him." This reassured me, knowing he wouldn't beat the shit out of Luke for Becca's possible mistake.
Beau dropped me off at my house and decided he was going to stay the night again. That way he didn't have to face Luke until the morning when I was with him.
"Thank you for tonight, I know it wasn't exactly easy for you to carry on the way you did." He said as we reached my door.
"You too, I can put a real downer on good nights sometimes."
"Don't blame this on yourself Bel. But the fans just get really defensive over me, you can understand that, can't you?"
"Yeah, you know how I get with Justin." He smiled, whenever I talked about Justin my face glowed, he understood how happy he made me feel, so I guess that made Beau happy.
"Now can we please get some sleep, I'm so tired and it's been a long day for me. It's feels like forever since I saw Luke a few hours ago." I said, chucking my bag onto the sofa.
"Yeah, it's been long for me too. I'm glad though, more time spending with you." As he said these soppy words, he cringed at himself more than I cringed at him.
"I love you B." I said, without thinking about what I was saying.
"B? What the fuck?" Beau burst into laughter at my stupid pet name I made on the spot. I ran onto the sofa and buried my head into the couch cushions with regret. He laughed even more, I could hear his laugh, his gorgeous, beautiful laugh, getting closer to the sofa.
"No, no I love it! It sounds... Er..."
"Go on, lie to my face." I chuckle.
"Actually, I'd be lying to your peachy bum because that all I can see. But honestly, it's cute." He turns me onto my belly. I hit his arm softly, and I put his hand onto my boob. He caressed it beautifully in his large hands. He pushed my lips onto mine and slipped his tongue through my closed lips.
He kissed my forehead.
"Go to sleep Princess." Princess. I blushed at the thought, "That sounded a lot less cringey in my head." He laughed and I laughed too, whilst turning onto my side facing away from him.
"It was sweet."
"Fine then, goodnight Princess."
"Night, i love you."
"I love you more." Then I was out.
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Those Three Words - (Beau Brooks / Luke Brooks Fanfiction)
FanfictionIsabella Brice is a normal 18 year old girl who has to move from place to place, but when she takes a stand she gets to stay in Melbourne with her best friend, Jennifer. But when she falls in love, more than once, who will she pick?