Those Three Words - (Beau Brooks / Luke Brooks Fanfiction)

Chapter Thirty Nine - Don't Hurt Me

He pulled me closer but I pulled away.

"Beau, we... We can't do this." He looked up in annoyance.

"And why not?.. It's you Bella, it's always been you." He pecked my lips once more, but this time I run my fingers through the hair on the back of his head and pushed him closer to me.

"I've needed this for so long." I said and he smiled, reconnecting our mouths. His tongue ran across my bottom lip then pushed through and intertwined with mine.

"I missed you baby." He whispered before picking me up, and it honestly warmed my heart to hear him call me baby again, and not a 'slut'.

"Beau." I stopped him once again, but my legs were still wrapped around him.

"What is it Bella?" He kissed my cheek.

"Please, if we do this... If we try 'us' again... Don't hurt me... Make me happy like before?"

I was scared. It probably showed on the outside how much I was scared, just as much as the inside. I wasn't afraid to tell him I was scared because I needed him to understand what I went through after the break up. I needed him to be there for me whenever I was alone.

"I know what I did was stupid babe, and I've regretted it every day since, but I love you with all my heart. Please... Please trust me again?" He leaned to kiss me but I turned my head which made his face drop. But as I got closer to him to whisper in his ear, his eyes lit up again.

"I love you so much Beau. And I do trust you. I didn't at the start of the night, but... I do." I kissed just below his ear, causing him to squeeze me with pleasure. "Yeah, I know your weak spot baby." He laughed into my ear.

"Don't start Bels." He waddled over to the rug and gently placed me down. I was so worried about what was going to happen. He kneeled between my slightly open legs and lowered himself on his hands so that his face was an inch from mine. "I love you."

He pulled way and sat up, I felt his hands wander up my legs and when he reached my dress hem, he stopped before looking into my eyes.

"Can I-" I pulled him closer to me and crashed his lips to mine, hopefully he took the hint at I wanted this. A smile crept on his face but he genuinely looked quite nervous.

He pulled my dress up to my chest and I sat up so he could pull it all the way. Luckily, I was wearing black, lacy Victoria Secret panties. I remembered I didn't wear a bra when Beau's eyes fell to my chest.

"I've missed you so much." He dragged on the 'so' as he lowered himself again planting a kiss on my collar bone. "How did I get so lucky?" I laughed at his compliment but pulled him closer to me, my head nuzzled in the crease of his neck to hide my embarrassment.

I planted a trail of kisses up and down his neck, before pushing him and flipping the two of us over. But Beau had other plans.

"No no no, I'm not finished with you yet." He picked me up from on top of him, flipping us back over and hovered over my neck. "Now... This might... Tickle." His mouth sucked up on my neck, giving me sensational amounts of pleasure. He slowly and gently moved down, one kiss after another, and ended up at my cleavage. He admired me for a few seconds, his bottom lip between his teeth.

"Beau." His eyes met mine at the sound of his name, "I'm not ready for this yet. Can we not just... Watch a movie or something?" He let out a bit of a laugh and crawled from between my legs.

"Baby, I wasn't intending on making love with you tonight, and I'm not going to make you rush into things. Of course we can put a film on." He unexpectedly picked me up and dropped me on my sofa. He took his blazer off and threw it to the other side of the room, and then pulled his top over his head. I was a bit unsure about what he was doing, but he soon reassured me.