Starbucks Lovers. (Connor Franta Fanfiction) \

Chapter 17: Hate

Olivia's POV

It had been a month since Connor asked me to be his girlfriend. That one month was filled with so many great things. The medicine the doctor gave me for my panic disorder had helped immensely. I had only one panic attack since the hospital visit. I was laying in bed and it happened. Connor was able to help me calm down. Jc and Madi broke up, after finding out that Madi had been cheating on him for most of their relationship. Soon enough after that, Jc started dating Jenn (Jennxpenn). He'd liked her for a long time, but decided to move on once he met Madi. Ricky started dating Shelby, his friend from Alabama. They have to keep a long distance relationship, but they make it work. Kian and Andrea are still together, and Andrea has been much nicer. Her, Jenn, and I are all good friends now. Both girls decided to move into the house, so we always have a lot of fun. It's crazy living with this many people, but we all have a lot of fun. 

Today the guys decided to film a big collab with all the members of O2L, and then their girlfriends. Sam and Trevor came over and we sat in the living room. All the guys, Andrea, and Jenn tweeted out to ask them a bunch of questions for a video. I kinda sat awkwardly because I didn't have followers. 

After we had collected around 25 questions, we sat down. I was sitting on Connor's lap, partially because there was no room on the couch, and because I loved it. 

"Hey what's up guys!" we all said in unison. 

"So it's a Sunday, and we don't usually make videos on this day." Connor said. 

"But we decided to get the gang together and film and ask O2L!" Sam exclaimed. 

The questions were funny ones like would you rathers, dares, and just random ones. The last question was a more serious one. 

"How many of you have girlfriends?" Sam asked, reading the question. 

Connor had already put the video of him asking me out on his channel, and the response was a mix of good and bad. Most of the fans were happy for Connor, but a few of them were upset and sent death threats to me. It was a bit extreme. Jc hadn't told anyone about Jenn yet, and Ricky hadn't said anything about him and Shelby. 

"Well, Sam and Trevor are the only single ones right now." Ricky spoke up. "I happen to be in a long distance relationship with Shelby. I know I made a joke video about us being together, but we actually are now." 

"And you guys are probably wondering about me now." Jc sighed. "I'm with Jenn. Yep. Jc Penny is real now!" 

We all laughed. We all said goodbye and we ended filming.

"Let's all get Taco Bell!" Trevor shouted. Everybody ran out to their cars, but Connor and I just walked. 

"You didn't talk like at all in the video, Liv. Are you ok?" Connor asked. 

"I just don't wanna get death threats again." I sighed. The death threats had taken a toll on me. I didn't realize girls would be this mean to someone. I didn't do anything wrong.

"Liv, they're just jealous that you're with me, and that you're a beautiful girl." Connor said, kissing my cheek. I nodded and we walked out the door. 

The next day, the boys put up the video. Again, mixed responses about me. 

"Olivia is so pretty! Love this video!"

"Olivia is a fat whore. why is she sitting on Connor's lap? slut."

"Aww Connor and Olivia are perfect!"

"OLIVIA IS SO FAT AND UGLY. KYS OLIVIA"

I had seen these comments as I was watching the video. It was midnight when I was reading them. Connor was still downstairs, playing video games with Kian. I got up and looked in the mirror. Was I fat? I'm not a slut. I've never had sex in my life. I looked at my reflection. What I saw was a girl, a fat, ugly, girl. I turned away from the mirror, and laid back down in bed. I cried, and cried. I cried for an hour straight. I thought things were getting better, but they aren't. I heard the door creak open and I tried to hide my tears. It was Jenn and Andrea.