Sound of the Sins |H.s

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Trevor - Grant Gustin (WHO WATCHES THE FLASH?)

Arabella's pov

I was standing in front of one of the big tall bookcases of the library with several different books with different genres and sizes and colors piled up beside me, waiting for me to sort them out and put them in their right places. Currently Trevor was handling the customers, answering their questions and helping them find the books they wanted, so I was left here with myself with all these new books delivered to the store waiting to get sorted out.

I was actually enjoying the silence, the smell of new books filling up my senses and the beautiful sight of their untouched covers making me want to trail my fingers across the covers and papers to feel the words under my finger. A book to everyone, isn't a book to me. I enjoy every second of reading, wanting to explore different worlds and find out about how everyone sees the world from their own point of view. Learning new things everyday, knowing that my mind grows stronger with every knowledge that I learn everyday motivates me to think about everything more. Even the smallest things always get my attention.

When the last book was placed in the bookcase, I sighed in relief, turning around and going over the front gate going in the back and sitting down on the small couch, watching Trevor standing behind the counter and busy talking to one of the customers. I leaned the back of my head on the head of the couch, my eyes closing from the tiredness they were feeling as I tried to relax a little.

Trevor was chatting with a girl about a book I assume, laughing to something the girl said and shaking his head as they both seemed like they were enjoying each other's company. He ran his hand through his hair and the action reminded me of Harry. Images of last week flashed through my mind and I felt myself lose focus as different thoughts clouded my mind.

I was never like this. I was a carefree person with nothing on her mind. Now I feel like something is wrong with me and I feel like a piece is missing from the puzzle of my life. Or maybe it's just me that is worrying too much about worthless things. With all the drama going on between Soph and Liam she's also been more in her room lately. She doesn't talk much or even when she does I feel like she just doesn't want me to feel bad.

So I'm left alone with my own thoughts, doing my everyday routine. Even the books are not as interesting for me as before. I'm not saying that I don't like my job but it just feels like something is wrong.

Maybe if Harry wasn't in prison everything would have changed. Or maybe if he wasn't in prison we would have never even met in the first place. I myself didn't know what I wanted. Maybe if I could visit him more it would have been better. But as long as that's impossible, I don't know how else to get a hold of my life.

Or maybe if-
"Bella" My head shot up at the sound of Trevor nearly shouting at me and I saw some of the people in the library glare at us.

"Hm?" I turned my attention back to him.

"I called you like thousand times, are you okay?" He said sitting beside, the girl that was talking to him minutes ago was gone and the bookstore seemed more quiet than before.

"Yeah why would you ask?" I said not really knowing why he was worried. I was just fine. Maybe a little tired. Or frustrated.

"What is it. Come on I'm not a fool." He smiled at me.

"Seriously Trevor I don't know what the hell you're talking about."