So today... Went overall well until I asked me best friend, how would you feel if I lived with me mom... She said I don't care as long at you are happy..

But I don't know if I'll be happy...I don't know how'll I will feel..or if I want it.

She went upstairs, I wrote in a red notebook that's just for her. It's a letter one page. I want her to use it to write her ups and her downs all the adventure she had.
So when I'm gone I can read it and now she's going alright.

I found pills took 12 of them... As they days go on the more I'm ready to vanish from the world.

And when I'm gone...they'll know but my last chapter I can't post. So she'll post it for me..

I can't believe that I'll be having my last breath. I'll miss you all of you.

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