Dear Lyssa

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I don't know where to begin with you.. You have been my best friend forever. We talked about deep shit, funny, anything. I will miss you I don't know how you'll react to my death but just now I'll be tree for you too. The only way you'll see this if you found that red notebook in my nightstand.

Today is December 22,2016. Instead of cutting my skin I decided to take 12 pills when you were in the shower. Thank you for taking me in when Chris and Bernie kicked me out last February. Convincing your mom to take me in. You are amazing for that. I hope you find a better best friend. Stay in touch with my friends it might hurt knowing I'm not there. But you all mean everything to me. We had some crazy times. Best be knowing. After you read this post all the chapters that aren't published. And then tell people that have a letter for them. For me please. It's my last wish. Oh and that on my funeral I'm slaying 😍😂 so I can rock hell.

You know I play to much but for real i better be slaying my death bed. And one of my friends gotta dress as the grim reaper they don't say anything just stand there. I'll be standing my dead body laughing my ass off. Of and gotta have a unicorn there. I don't want my funeral to be boring as fuck. I want y'all smoking blunts eating pizza drinking chocolate milk.  Telling some funny ass stories about me.
Then I want to be cremated and whoever wants a part of me can get some ashes. 

That and I like fire. 😂😂🔥

I love you Lyssa! I miss you! ❤

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