Zalien Abduction

8.5

"Zayn..... Could I join you?" Harry asks quietly.
"Oh... Hi Harry," Zayn says quietly as he stares down at his hands.
"Hi," Harry greets as he stands next to Zayn who was still leaning against the railing of the large back porch.
"Are you mad?" Harry asks quietly.
"No," Zayn replies as Harry leans on the railing next to him.
"Did Liam hurt you?" Zayn asks worriedly.
"No, no. Just... Scared me a little. But he had every right to be mad," Harry explains.
    Harry sighs and stands quietly beside Zayn, unsure what to say or do next.
"I'm sorry," Harry finally breaks the silence.
"Its okay. I don't really wanna talk about it," Zayn mutters and it's awkwardly quiet again for a few minutes.
"I've always been interested in you," Harry finally admits. "I don't know why. And it's stupid because you have Liam and you're happy and in love and I just thought.... I don't know. A part of me thought maybe we had a chance together. That we could make it. And I just... Wanted to try and this seemed like the perfect opportunity," he admits.
      "You're a beautiful man Zayn," Harry adds hesitantly and Zayn smiles slightly.
     "Liam's lucky to have you," Harry adds quietly and Zayn actually laughs out loud.
     "Could you please tell him that sometime. I don't mean shit to him," Zayn mutters, trying to hide his sadness and pretend he didn't care.
     "That's not true," Harry assures him.
     "Liam loves you. I see it all the time. The way he looks at you.... The way he talks to you... You're so special and you mean the world to him. He really does love you Zayn," Harry assures him and Zayn shakes his head.
     "I don't know what I was thinking. I just... I get so lost sometimes and I don't think. I never should have done that," Harry To apologizes.
      "It's okay. I'm not worried about it. You shouldn't be either," Zayn tells him.
He sighs and glances up at Harry. He still looked so regretful and scared. B
"Harry... It's okay. I promise," Zayn tells him quietly.
Zayn leans forward and gently takes Harry face in his hand. He stares into Harry's green hazel eyes that had a worried but longing look to them.
"Zayn..." Harry whispers warningly.
      Zayn smiles up at Harry then tucks a loose strand of the tall boy's long curly hair behind his ear so he can see his face clearly in the dim moonlight.
      Zayn stands on his tip-toes and softly kisses Harry again. After a few passionate seconds, Harry pulls away.
"Zayn.... No... This... I won't do this to Liam. This isn't right. You're not thinking clearly," Harry says as he steps away and Zayn looks up at him in disappointment.
   "Why are you trying to be good to him? Didn't you hear what he said about you? About me?" Zayn asks unhappily. "He doesn't fucking care about us!" Zayn reminds him.
     "He's drunk Zayn. And when he gets drunk.  He doesn't think and he just gets mad about everything," Harry says.
"Then it shouldn't matter Harry. Why should we stop what we want to do just to make him happy when we could be happy," Zayn insists as he takes Harry's large hands Into His own and looks up at him.
"I won't do it," Harry repeats as he pulls his hands from Zayn's.
"You're upset and you just want something to distract yourself from the hurt. I won't be that distraction," harry explains reasonably and Zayn groans frustratedly.
"I know in my heart this isn't right, no matter how bad I want it.... Want you," Harry Amit's and Zayn shakes his head.
     "I can't do that to Liam. I can't do that to you. I'm not coming between you guys," Harry states in determination.
      "What the fuck has Liam ever done for me? Or for you? Or for anyone but himself!!" Zayn mutters as he rests his chin on his hands on the railing.
      "Zayn-" Harry starts as he rests his hand on Zayn's arm only for it to be shaken off.
"No. Forget about it. I don't need you. I don't need anybody. I just.... I need to be alone," Zayn says as he closes his eyes and shakes his head.
"I'm sorry," Harry whispers quietly.
"It's for the best," he adds regretfully as he leaves Zayn to go back inside.
Finally alone, under the cover of darkness, Zayn hides his heads and cries out all the emotions that he had been holding inside.

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Honestly I don't even ship Zarry and I don't think I really know anyone who does....

So I don't know why I even made this happen but for some reason it's happening....

Anyway, I hope you all have a very amazing merry Christmas (or whatever holiday you may or may not celebrate) ;)

But no matter what you do, Eat lots of good food and have fun!!!

And I'll probably post another chapter later on today cuz I'm just gonna be sitting around all day and this party has gone on waaaay to long and it's become very depressing and sad...... (Story of my life tbh 😂)

Thanks for reading!!
Merry Christmas!! 🌲🎁