A Million Miles Away - A MyStreet Garroth X Reader Fanfiction {COMPLETED}

Chapter 24: Why Bother?

Your POV: When I wake up, I don't think anything's wrong. In fact, I thought that everything seemed fine. In fact, it wasn't until I saw Garroth that I realized something had went wrong. 

Like I always did, I got dressed, ate breakfast, and anything else that was apart of my morning routine. Outside, I could see the beginning of frost starting to appear on the ground. It was about time too, it had been forever since we had seen snow. 

Garroth is already downstairs, still in his pajamas. His blue eyes are content on the window, and I wonder if something is on his mind.

Since we were dating, I thought it would be in my place to ask. So, I walk over, laying a hand on one of his shoulders. 

At the sudden feel of my touch, he flinches. But, once he realizes it's me, he relaxes. 

"Y/N, hey," he says. 

"Garroth, is everything okay?" I question. 

He frowns, looking away from me again. "Not really, I um, I think Aphmau is upset that I'm here."

My heart sinks. Of course she was, of course she just had to have a problem. I hated it, despite how hard I tried to make things perfect, something was always in the way. Why did I even bother anymore?

I shake my head, "So, what did you do?"

He shrugs, running a finger down the window panel. "I dunno, just let her be I guess."

I nod, realizing that I would be the one to talk to her. I wish that I could be the onlooker for once, and that I could take a break from always having to interfere with the situation. 

Already knowing what the answer would be, I still ask the question. "Do you want me to talk to her?"

He looks back at me, gloom laced in his eyes. "That, that would be nice." 

I nod, getting ready to solve another stupid problem. I just don't understand, why was it always me? And why, why after all this time was I still trying? Honestly, the situation looked so hopeless at this point, it might just be better to leave it alone. To forget it all, and move in a completely different direction. 

Was Garroth really worth all this? 

Author's Note: Ello, I'm still alive. You've heard it all, but as usual, school and my own laziness have prevented me from updating. And for that, and my terrible excuses, I'm very sorry. I am out for winter break however, so I'm hoping for a full week of constant updates! And I know, I thank you guys in almost every chapter, but I really do mean it. So thank you, for always staying behind me despite all my crap. -Kayla/Author