All I Want Is You

Chapter 7

A/N: Sorry for the long wait!!! I've just been so busy and no matter how much I wanted to write this chapter, when I tried to write it nothing would come to my head. Anywho, I hope you guys like this chapter! Comment/Vote :)

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Today we start training. And for the first time I woke up feeling excited for the day. If there was one thing I was good at, it’s fighting. I’m sure there are people who can beat me but I do put up a pretty good fight and I hardly ever lose.

“Good morning everybody” I say smiling as I enter the field. There’s already a big group of people standing around, mostly talking but some look like they’re getting ready to practice.

“Somebody’s in a good mood” Will says arching an eyebrow.

“Well you know, nothing brings out my happy side like a good old fashion fight” I grin and playfully punch him in the arm. The boys laugh but still keep looking at me like I’m crazy but I ignore them.

I wonder where Daniel is.

I haven’t really seen him since he kissed me last night and if I’m completely honest I can’t stop thinking about him. Which is frustrating as hell, I might add. I like Daniel, no matter how much I may not want to I do. I guess that’s the whole point of being mates, you have this connection with them that you just can’t fight no matter how hard you try. But the thing is, I want to fight it.

I know your probably thinking I’m crazy for not wanting to be with my incredibly hot mate who seems like he really wants to be with me and I guess in a way I am crazy. But I just don’t want a mate. It has nothing to do with Daniel; it’s just all really bad timing I guess. I don’t want to give myself to another guy thinking that they’ll love me and make me feel like I’m special just for them to dump me and for me to find out there not who I thought they were at all. Just like the last time.

In my previous pack I fell in love with the alpha, and I really thought he loved me back but obviously I was wrong. I gave him EVERYTHING; my heart, soul, my freaking virginity and all he did was feed me lies and cheat on me. And the worst part is I still love him. I don’t want to and since I’ve gotten here I’ve hardly thought about him but there are times when I can’t sleep at night and I stay up trying not to cry as I think about it.

Anyway, so he cheated on me and I guess he got tired of me so he sent me away.  Well he didn’t use that as his excuse, he totally flipped the script and made it look like I was the pack slut and even went as far as making it seem like I was breaking some of the rules so that he could kick me out of the pack. Which he didn’t even need to do considering he’s alpha whatever he says goes but I guess he just wanted to add an extra bang effect to kicking me out.

It’s not that I think Daniel will do these things to me- at least I hope he wouldn’t- but I just can’t bring myself to trust anybody so quickly after everything that’s happened. I can’t help but think that if things were different, if my circumstances for being here were different, then maybe I wouldn’t have such a hard time giving him a chance.

“Can I have everyone’s attention please?” Daniel says, snapping me out of my thoughts. “Thank you for all coming here today. I want to get the training started as soon as possible so I’ll make this quick. Today we will be working with one on one combat fighting. I want each pack to group with the pack next to them and start splitting up into groups. We’ll be doing this for the next week or so, depending how things go. Thank you.”

As soon as he finishes speaking everyone starts separating and making groups. Not really knowing where to go I follow the guys as they make their way through the crowd until they stop in front of another pack. Ben starts talking to their alpha while everyone else starts pairing up with each other.

“Well hello Jade, fancy seeing you here” Lance says smirking as he walks towards me.

“Oh yay, it’s you.” I say sarcastically as I roll my eyes. “Can I help you?”

“Want to be my partner for the combat training? I promise I’ll go easy on you” he says and I resist the urge to roll my eyes.

“I’ll be your partner Lance, but there’s no reason for you to go easy on me. I can handle anything you throw at me.” I reply smoothly.

“Ooh so you’re a tough girl? I like it.” He says winking. I sigh but don’t say anything, just waiting for the ok to start practicing.

“Alright guys, before we start I just want to point out a few rules” Daniel says standing in the middle of the all the groups. “The whole point of this training is to see who excel at what and to help each other become better fighters. And if you can’t fight in your human form then you definitely won’t be able to fight in your wolf form. So make sure you give it your all but don’t fight dirty.”

Everybody gets in their fighting positions and I quickly follow while trying to size up Lance. He’s a big guy, no doubt about it and from the way he standing their like he doesn’t have a care in the world shows that he’s not used to losing. That’s a problem because neither am I.

Lance and I circle each other slowly, both of us not wanting to be the first to attack. We stay that way for a few more minutes until Lance finally jumps at me and I quickly dodge him. He tries to grab me again and I slip out of his grasp and make my move to attack him. I hit him across the face and when he staggers backwards I hit him again until he falls to the ground. I walk across to him and place my shoe on his chest smirking.

“Never underestimate your opponent.” I say as he scowls at me. I take my shoe off of him and hold my hand out for him to take. He smacks my hand away and stand up looking extremely pissed off.

“I want a rematch.” He says clenching his fist.

What is it with guys not wanting to lose against a girl?

“Fine.” I say sighing

Here we go again…