Normani's POV
it's been two months since i told harry i loved him. it's also been two months since we've seen or spoken to each other, i've ignored his calls and left him on read. it's also been 2 months since i joined a dating website. i did it to force myself to get over harry, horrible idea.
every guy I've spoken too has been unattractive or only wants one thing. but it's either that or listen to lauren tell me about her 6 different guy cousins that "would be so perfect for me."
new text from: ryan
is this the place?
1 image: attachtment
i opened to see a picture of the dance studio and smiled.
'yup! come on up😊' i replied.
okay okay, not every guy has been a bust. i met ryan and he's really chill. he's smart, sweet and hasn't mentioned a thing about sex to me. he's actually treating me like a friend which is what i really need right now.
the door opened and he walked in.
"ryan!" i squealed and ran over. did i mention this was our first time meeting?
"wow," he gapped at me and blushed, "i'm sorry i don't mean to stare but you're way more beautiful than your pictures and facetime," he laughed nervously.
"thank you." i smiled.
ryan is a man of many talents, dance not being one. which is why i thought this would be a cute first date. is this a date? i don't know. i just know that i'm a great dancer and my butt always looks good during my classes so why not show off a bit?
"sooo this is the studio i teach at, obviously," i walked him towards the front of the room, "we're still waiting on a few students to show up soooo feel free to mingle. don't be shy," i winked.
"yes ma'am," he smiled while putting his backpack on the floor. on cue lauren skips over joyfully but i can see the crazy in her eyes already.
"oh boy." i say under my breath before she reaches us.
"hey babe, who's this?" she puts her arm around me and looks ryan up and down.
"ryan, this is lauren my best friend. lauren, ryan the guy i told you about."
"oOOOOooh you're ryan... lauren jauregui," she stuck out her hand for him to shake.
"ryan gosling." ryan jokingly rose one eyebrow.
"cute annnnnd funny? i like. come ryan, walk with me, talk with me." lauren giggled and snatched him away.
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Harry's POV
it's been 2 months since i've seen normani. a month since i broke things off with kendall and about 2 weeks since i've actually left my room.
pretty sure my job fired me and there's probably something living in my car. i haven't been able to get up and out of the house because i'm no longer motivated to do so.
i lost a great friend because of a girl that i thought was the one, ha. yea alright harry. i've called mani but she just ignored my calls. i've texted her too but she just leaves me on read. i stopped reaching out after i realized it was pointless.
this is so stressful.
i know she's at the studio teaching a class right now, all i have to do is get my ass up and go apologize in person.
but why would i do that? why would i go up there just to cursed out or dragged in person. lauren's probably there too so it would be double trouble.
BUT YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR HER.
okay but i completely fucked her over for someone else. i couldn't even tell that she loved me until she spelled it out for me.
BUT YOU LOVE HER TOO.
do i?
YES.
i don't know. i groaned, tired of arguing with my self conscious.
JUST GET YOUR ASS UP AND GO BEFORE THE CLASS IS OVER.
that's perfect though, i'd wanna wait until class is over so i don't mess with her focus and shit. i stared at the ceiling for a few more minutes before deciding to finally get up and shower.
i'm going to win my girl back.
merry christmas hoesssss (or happy holidays if you don't celebrate) i missed y'all real shit lol but i've been dealing with a lot of personal stuff lately so hopefully i can come back to writing. i hope you enjoy this update and yeaaaa. love you guys💗
