Alpha Omega: The Moon Goddess

"I'm given a choice but in the end it is my father's decision. I can come and find you my sweet mate but unless you are the strongest of the alpha's, it will never matter. I will not bring you the pain of knowing me but never having me, but wherever you are know that, I will only ever love you." I finish the entry in my diary hoping one day I will be able to find my mate and give this to him. I would never feel right if he just thought I never came to find him. I have no choice in the matter my father is the Alpha Omega, he is the Alpha of the Alpha's. His decision is final and his words are the law. I, am the Moon Goddess, Celina Heaven, but call me Lina (Pronounced Leena). My mother is Luna Thea, Mother of the Moon Children, or what humans call werewolves.

"Father!" I yell as I search throughout our home for him. "yes my Lina? What is it my dear?" he calls coming out of the library. " Oh, I'm so glad you are home! How were your meetings with the pack alphas?" I ask hoping it sounds like I really care, all I really want to know is that he hasn't given me away yet.  " It went well my Lina, I also met with the betas, and all of the alpha and beta sons.  I have decided that I want you to go and meet them all before I chose the one you will be marrying. One of them could be your mate after all and I would love to find out." my father tells me, giving a very devious grin. " Father, what if I meet him and he isn't an alpha or even a beta?" I ask in a disapproving tone. "Then he will be given the chance to fight for what belongs to him." My father says then waves me away. Of course I am not one to back down,  "Father, that is slaughter, those men have been training for years, you know it is unfair!" I scold so very disappointed in my father. "Lina, you will not argue my words. What I said is final, you are dismissed!" my father commands in his alpha voice. I bow, trying to hold in the whimper, that is fighting my lips. My father clears his throat, letting me know I can rise and I scurry up the stairs and to my room.

I pull out my diary and begin to write,

"Dearest Mate,

You are all I can think about, I am so sorry for what my father has decided. I am coming to find you, I don't care who you are but for your sake I hope you are powerful enough to take on the pack alphas. My father has decided I will come for you and if you are not an alpha you will fight for me anyway. I am so sorry. I promise I will love you no matter what I will want you and only you. You are my other half, if you ask I will give it all up to be yours. I love you, whoever you are." I wrote these words wishing he could here them as I wrote, I finished writing and stuck the book in my bedside table. As soon as I closed the drawer my mother opened my bedroom door. "Dear you must pack, you are leaving with your father in the morning. He told me what he has decided, and I have decided that you will take your trainers as your guards. I told your father that you need to continue training, but I also thought it wouldn't hurt if they trained your mate a little before he has to challenge alphas, assuming that he isn't one. my mother told me as she stroked my hair and pulled me too her. "Really Momma that is a fantastic idea!" I almost yelled in excitement. "I know, now lets get you packed" she hummed.

My mother and I packed mostly figure hugging outfits, that were supposed to please the alphas, though I am a goddess and look like one even in sweats, my mother insisted that I look my best. After almost two hours of packing my mother finally left me to finish up I put in as many sweats, jeans, and casual outfits my last suitcase would allow and then buried my diary at the bottom of it. After zipping it up I climbed under my covers and fell asleep.