If I can I will

Chapter 13

(Alex POV)

Alex was fuming full of hatred for the scum that called her people stupid and  body stealers like her kind was so innocent that they were born with their human body's, but no they steal the body's of people to at least i was born a demon!. i was glaring hole's into Lora's head i watch as her face went to Angry to shocked to slightly scared. "W-wait y-you where B-born a d-demon, I," Lora said I looked over to Ally who was looking at me with her gray eyes giving me comfort, I started to calm down from the Angels stupid comment "well Angel if you listened to a Demon like me you would know that was born not turned!" I said anger laced into my words "What level are you Alex?" Lora asked.Why the hell does she want to know how powerful i am? fine you know what,What ever "level five,Why?" i said irritated Ally grabbed onto my arm making me calm down from her soothing touch i swear this girl could tell me to jump off a bridge and i would do it just as long as she told me she loved me or some thing like that,but i loved the affect she had on me "A-Alex what dose she mean by  what level y-you are?" i was about to answer when Lora answered her "i meant power le-" i cut her off "she asked me she meant power level i'm a five out of ten" i answered proudly "haha you being a five at seventeen means that you have more of a chance of going Insane from all of the power like many of other demons have been but you'll be hunted down by the Angel demon slayers if you get to out of hand,hmm like your mother did right haha"  i heard Ally gasp.HOW,HOW DARE SHE TALK ABOUT THAT!!"DON"T EVER TALK ABOUT MY M-MOM YOU DIDN'T KNOW HER,YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ME AND HER HAVE BEEN THROUGH WHILE MY DAD WAS GONE!!!!!!" I screamed at her crying "no NO No nO stop no please don't come back please" i whispered out 'i ToLd YoU, yOu I WOulD NeVEr LEavE YOu AlONe HAhAhaHaHAAH' 

(ALEX'S FLASH BACK)

(warning Physical violence)

I could hear my mom screams from my cell making me tense and scared not to be by her. i heard her scream for him to save her and me but i knew he was long gone he left me and mom and now we suffer 

(20 minutes later) 

mom's screams had stopped i heard that demons heavy foot steps and my mom being dragged in to our cell .the sound of the of the keys don't give me hop no they make me sick and scared the dim cell lights up from the door the guard looked at me i could feel his smirk  my tiny arms wrapped around my knees pulling them closer to my chest i look at my mother as she was being chained back to the wall like i was.once her was done her looked at me "ten" i knew what he meant by ten he was talking about ten minutes until i was going to get the same treatment as my mother i never talked to any of the other demons they hated me so i hated them back her walked out of the cell and locked to door. i looked over to my mom she was conscious so they went easy on her today "mom i-i love you" i said my voice sounded broken she looked over at me her demon healing abilities started working because she was healing her self i don't have that as strong as hers since i'm ten but its okay i pretend it doesn't hurt when he hits me "i love you too baby your my every thing she touch my face she held the side of my face in her hand making me calm down i did the same to her "Alex baby don't let them know it hurts" she said pointing to my heart " i know mom i wont"  " please remember that we will get out of this"she said grabbing my hand and trying to hug me but failing a little we heard the guards heavy foot steps  its time i said trying to keep the tears from falling. the keys the sicking sound making me feel sick,  the door opens he steps inside i fell my mother tense as she protectively holds me in are weird hug "oh how cute Simone you think that you can protect that thing from the four" the Four is the people that run hell the mane one that runs it is lord Lucifer then its lady Zin and lord Jack then the lowest is Lady Mia. "my daughter is not a thing get it right scum" mom had said as she spit on him her guard and ripped me from her grasp he had ripped the chains out of the wall not caring about him breaking my ankle at the force of ripping out the chain. he cared me down the hall while my mom screamed for me. i saw a familiar room, the torture room. he had put me down in the corner and left as lord jack came in with blood covering him some new some old. his creepy smile burned into me.he walked towards me as i tried to back away  from this monster. "well Alex don't you miss me?" i shake my head no who would want to miss the man that wants to hurt me and mom because we know where my dad is, "when ever are you going to talk to me?" i stayed quite and just glared up at  him  "fine then stay quit then haha...you just going to scream for me to stop hurting you later" he smirked.he walkover to me and kicked my leg, i let out a little cry of pain, he tried to pick me up but i slapped his hands away he growled at me and grabbed me by my hair and dragged me to the metal table ,my head hurt as i tried hit him and kick him so he would let go but he never did. he put me on the table as he got out all of his knifes that striked fear into my heart. i kicked and screamed at him as he chained down my ankles witch hurt when my broken ankle was tied down to much making my eyes water, i tried to punch him when grabbed my my fist and twisted that making me scream as tears fell "your crying and screaming all  ready well what a day haha" jack said as his cold laugh filled the room "Asshole" i muttered under my breath he stopped laughing and glared at me "what did you say "his  word filled with anger "i said your a FUCKING ASSHOLE" i yelled at him he punched my face i whimpered but i never stopped looking at him i could tell he was angry by the crimson red that surrounded him he toke one of his knifes and stabbed my arm i tried not to cry out but i did. i kept getting stabbed and cut  punched and slapped over and over again my screams and cry's were heard through out this dumb castle. jack had stopped when Lady Zin came in "lord Jack why do you torture this sweet child" she asked her British accent sounding weird to me i never heard her talk that much, she walked over to me she tried to touch my bloody hair but i flinched away scared of what she might do. she looked sad when i did "i torture that so its mother Simone will tell where its father is". lady Zin looked over at jack she had crimson red coming off in waves "THIS CHILD IS NOT AN IT OR THAT,SHE'S A LITTLE DEMON THE FIRST OF HER KIND TO BE BORN ONE!!" she said as she stomped over to Jack and punched his jaw making him fall to the ground he looked up at her he was Angry at her but didn't dare to hit her back because she is above him in power what means that she could kill him easily. "I'm taking this Child" i looked over at her scared what did she want with me. "but lady Zin... you know what take it..i mean her"  he got up from the ground and walked over to me he unchained my arm from the table i used the time to punch his face when he tried to unchained my other arm. he tried to choke me once i punched his face "Jack leave her alone!" Lady Zin yelled as she pulled him off me and through him to the ground she whispered a spell that i heard my dad use before on me she lifted her hand at him and dark blue lighting came out of her hand and surrounded jack it was a magic barrier to keep him there. i unchained my arms and legs and sat up on the table "come here i wont hurt you" Lady Zin said as she held out her hand for me i jumped off the table and regretted it instantly any my broken ankle hit the ground on impact i fell to the ground as a cry fell from my lips.Lady Zin gasped as i fell she ran over to me and picked me up in her arms i felt some what safe but i was sure that i felt more safe in my moms arms, we were about to leave the room when Jack called out to me "you'll never be safe from me. because i will never leave you Alone Bitch!!" i immediately tensed up at his words, Lady Zin must have noticed because she held me a bit tighter,"its okay" she said trying to comfort me.

(some stuff that happened to Alex after that year)                                                                                                            

my life was like that for two more years until my mom went insane form the torture not power once she escaped she had left me behind. lady Zin was like my second mother she loved me and would often save me from Jack's torture but every time he was done he would say the same line of he would never leave me alone and it was true once Lady Zin let me go to be free i heard Jack stupid voice in my head i would have nightmare's every night, until i found my dad and we went in hiding once we heard that my mom was killed by an angel demon slayer.we both started to hate Angels,and if you where wondering we started to kill demons and we became more of demon Slayer which means me and my dad are out laws.(her dad was already an out law because he murdered an important demon and then he went into hiding leaving Alex and her mom to be tortured by jack for three years so they could get information to find him and kill him)

(done with the flashback)

 i felt like i was back from the dead, i realized i have been crying and rocking my self i stopped and looked around to see Ally laying next to me her cheeks stained with tears Lora was looking off into the night by the fire "what happen while i was out?" i asked my voice sounded like i just woke up,Lora's head snapped to look at me "y-your Okay?" she looked like she has been crying "well i'm fine how long was i out?" she looked shocked i saw her emotions for the first time Blue(sadness)  purple(Guilt)  and black(lonely) with some gray(shocked), and? is that Gold? i haven't seen gold in such a long time."wow" i said  "what ?" "you have this beautiful gold feeling what is it tell me" i said as i walked over to her i held her face in my hands and looked into her light brown eyes she looked away bushing  her feeling now looked the color of purple(guilt) Pink(embarrassed) gray(shocked) Gold(?), Lora pushed me away from her "Wh-what d-do you m-mean?" " don't you know that demons can see and feel emotions?" "wha- no not at all... but if its true then what am i feeling now" Lora said getting confident in her voice at the end of what she said. i looked at her Gold(?),Pink(Embarrassed),Purple(Guilt), vary faint Gray(Shocked)and Bright Yellow(Confidence)and that was it "fine your embarrassed,shocked,guilty,and confident, but there is one i never see that much and i don't know what it feeling it is" i said  she looked hurt and sad "Al-alex? you've never see love?" "what?...Gold means love...wait how come i can never feel or see your emotions Usually?" she looked up into the sky."father told us not to show people what we feel.so he gave us the power to never show them to the humans we work with but some times it fails..."she said the last part looking at Ally Gold came off her in bright pretty waves.she loves Ally,i growled lowly "you know Ally's my human right" Lora said looking at me "i kinda guest as much i mean you care to much about her to not be....wait if you if you love Ally why did i see Gold when i woke up after my Flashback hmm" Lora bit her lip and looked at the ground  "well now i know you where having a flashback..." "don't change the subject Lora" i said vary serious "Okay fine i care for you as a friend and...you scared me and Ally when you Screamed and fell onto the ground with your hand on your head.you cried out for help so many times ally had gotten you to calm down enough so you where just rocking back and forth and crying and whimpering and Ally was rubbing your back until she fall asleep against that log i told that i would take the night watch" she was crying and holding me by the end "its okay Lora,don't cry really i'm okay" i think.."you should really go to sleep you need sleep after crying that much"  i nodded in agreement and walked over to Ally and i picked her up and kissed her head making her relax more in my arms "a little help Lora" she nodded and snapped and two sleeping bags appeared out of thin air i laid her down in it and zipped it up and i got into mine once i closed my eyes i heard him again 'HA yOu tHoUGht I WAs GonE fOr EveR.BuT i'M nOt AnD ziN IsN't HErE tO SaVe YOuR SorRy AsS'