If I can I will

Chapter 17

I remember when days were simple, and I was happy. The days my mom and I were together happily waiting for my dad to come home. She would tell jokes and smile. Her laughter joining mine. You never think that those memories would be so missed...when the people you share them with are suddenly gone.when you can't feel the life they gave off.when a room feels so quiet it hurts.when your world turns gray you'll feel so cold. When the pain of missing that person hurts you more than any broken bone you ever had. You'll stare at the places and remember all of the memories you had there and you'll wish you could... bring them back... That's how it was when I lost my mom.~ love Allison Clark
(Ally's POV )

"Don't look, don't look".I kept tell my self not to look. As I heard Alex's cries of pain. as the wind picked blowing my hair around my face. I don't want to see her like this. " ally come on!" Lion heart yelled as she pushed me into the cover of the trees. As I started moving my legs I watch as Lora and her brother created their magic light in their hands. I was being pulled into the trees by my impatient little sister. How did this even happen to Alex I don't understand." Are you okay. You look worried because if you are the angels will be fine" lion heart said fast as she tried to be comforting to me, but I knew she, herself was panicking too." I know they'll be okay I'm just scared for her." I told her as I watched the angels throw their magic at her, I just don't want Alex to be hurt like Lora was or you know is . " heh the demon I don't know. Lucas might try to kill her" she said she shrugged her shoulders. I don't want any one to get hurt though. I slowly looked up to see Alex in a more demonic form she has her magic out but she wasn't using it to hurt Lora and Lucas, she just held it in her hand. But she looked like she did in my... " N-nightmare " my eyes widened as I remembered my nightmare I had about her killing my dad to get to me. I walked out of the trees but I was still pulled on by lion heart as she desperately tried to pull me into the trees but I kept my ground. Weirdly my little sister is way stronger than me so I'm not sure if she really tried.i kept my eyes locked on Alex as she stares into me her cold black eyes creeping me out a little. I kept walking closer and closer to her ignoring my sister and Lora as I started running to Alex, not really sure what I'm doing but I'm doing it. Alex started flying down as she soon landed and held out her hand she wasn't say anything. I hesitantly take her hand not trusting myself anymore. " no don't!" Is what I heard from Lora as I had taken Alex hand. Alex smiled at me, her smile not scary or creepy but it was like Alex was really shining through. I felt a burning pain erupt on my back tears started to fall I had yelled out in pain as I lost my balance but Alex tightened her grip on me and held me to her as she Looked at my back " your burned " Alex's voice was monotone as she looked at the angels she held me close to her " you burned her. You hurt her, and you call her your human" Alex told Lora with disgusting in her voice. I looked at Lora as my tears fell from my eyes " I-I didn't m-me-mean to"she looked shocked and sad. " heh you don't deserve her " Alex spat . She started to fly high in the sky as Lucas tried to throw light magic at us I hugged on to Alex to make sure I didn't fall " NO WAIT IM SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO I PROMISE !" I heard Lora screaming after us but Alex was already flying away with me." Ally!" I heard lion heart quietly in the the distance. I know I was leaving them behind but in felt right but I knew it's so wrong to do.

(2 hours of flying later)

We were long gone from them by now. " I don't understand why I let you do this " I say quietly to Alex. She stayed quiet as I continued to talk " I mean come on I just let you take me away no questions asked. Away from my sister that I JUST found and it was like I had no problem with it, like I was ready to leave and never see them again. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I DID THIS! All I know is that I'm confused..." I told her. I looked at her and she looked at me and smiled. I put my hand on her cheek but winced as I moved because of the burn from Lora's light magic. Alex's eyes has were slowly turning into her dark brown eyes and her skin had gone back to it's beautiful tan glow her glowing symbols were growing dim and her horns were returning into her skull and wings. You could say I wasn't too scared of her after I grabbed her hand. her nails were shrinking back to their normal size, though this transformation was soon ending her second pair of wings were still there. Alex must have seen me look at them because she had said " they go away after a day or two" I looked up to see she was fully normal except the second pair of wings, " Alex you back to normal" I said as my arms around her neck tightened so it was like a hug but I was already holding on to her because I don't know we're like flying so high in sky. My sarcasm is great didn't you know." Heh Yeah I'm back but what did I get my self into .. also you " she said as she looked ahead in the forest where there was a big hill and cliff. " could you hear me talking?" I asked her " yes. but I wasn't really controlling myself" she told me still not looking at me " okay... hey do you want to land on that cliff because you have been flying straight in this direction for 2 hours and 40 minutes now.well, I think" I asked her point in the direction she's been looking she nodded and speeded towards the cliff making me squeal out in surprise and hang on to her tightly as I put my head in the crook of her neck to shield my eyes from the wind. She giggled at my reaction and slowed down a bit but I still stayed how I was. Soon she softly landed on the cliff. " Ally you can get off me now if you want we're on solid ground," she said playing with my hair " I don't want to let go" I wined out to her making her laugh I wrapped my legs tightly around her waist and lift my head to see her face. She smiled and whispered in my ear"this is one of those friend gay moments " I busted out laughing and dropped my legs to the ground so I could stop hanging on to her like a baby monkey.i let go of her but not after giving her a quick hug. She laughed " you are such a dork " I smiled at her playful attitude. " hey,Alex how are we going to sleep we don't have our sleeping bags with us" she thought for a second and put her finger in the air then she put it down a thought some more" I got it!. If hunting demons with my dad has taught me anything it's to always keep a knife in my boot" she smiled like she had just said the most amazing solution but I'm not sure if it is." Um. How dose that solve our little problem Alex?" I questioned her as I raised my eyebrow at her. " well missy we can take turns sleeping on leafs or soft things we find and I'll make fire to keep us warm." She smiled as she answered my smart remark. I playfully rolled my eyes at her " fine. But we should do that soon because we are going to need to find water and food soon too" I told her she nodded her head and grabbed my hand as we walked into the forest because the cliff was a little clearing. Alex was trying to pull me through the bush but it hit my already stinging burn " ow fuck!" I yelled out in pain Alex stoped and looked at me " shit I forgot about that. You need medical attention or a healer and I'm not sure if I can do that" she said as she knelt down to examined my burn on my back side. " it's okay the wind from the flight her kinda hurt but cooled it down a bit" I told her turning to her as she looked up at me, she looked guilty but there was nothing to be guilty for she wasn't the one who hurt me. "I'm sorry that I took you away from them..." she was standing now but she wasn't looking at me anymore." It's okay we can't really change it now" I told her as I tried to tell her I'm staring to kinda get over it but it still was running through my head that I left them with out a second chance.will I ever see them again..."I know I don't even know how far we even went but I know that it would take months on foot to get here" I nodded my head understanding what she said because we were flying for like almost three hours and with her second pair of wings she was going even faster and farther the usual. " come on we should find supplies for the bedding and fire and I'll see if there's some water and food somewhere" I stared to walk away when she grabbed my hand I looked at her " I can bandage your burn when we're done with everything and I'll get some food for us okay" I smiled at her and she smiled back, I'm going to try and make the best this for her and me." Okay meet me back at the cliff in one peace okay" she nodded her head and let go of my hand. I started to walk in the opposite direction that was going down hill. Because in my mind water flows down stream and if I could find a pond or lake or a stream that would be the best for us. I laugh to myself as I remember when I never had to really think about were I was going to sleep or find food and water though it's only been a week I've never had to adapt so fast to some thing like this in my life or when I have to think about other people out here because now it's not all about me if I get hurt or sick.you have too be there to make sure you all can survive. I was so lost In my thought I trip over a rock that was half way in the ground. I Was stumbling over and I fell in to the stream I was looking for. Heh I don't know what luck to consider it bad because I fell into but goof that I did find it you know what I'm just consider it good enough. So I found the water so I'm going to go back to camp aka the lovely cliff that might fall off of because I'm clumsy.as I waking in the general direction i was going down I just went straight up oh and I found a pretty flower bush that I'm going to use as a marker that will tell me if I'm close or not, ha I'm so productive right now! .( I'm going to break the 4th wall ally wants to talk to you as she walks because she getting bored.)

Hello my name is Allison Clark I go by the name Ally don't tell the other okay it's a secret. Any way at the beginning of this story my name was just Ally Clarkson. But ms writer was like I don't like her full name and shit but it's okay. Any way I'm 15 soon going to turn 16. I'm half human half jumper, I have a little sister her real name is Tyra Lockyer I'm also a Lockyer because I'm adopted. My real dad is dead thanks to my lil sis no hard feelings about that I heard he was a jerk anyway. Also I'm bisexual so I like da gurls and dos boys. I naturally have white and black hair I promise you because my sister has it too.I'm vary prone to freak out.and I'm in love with.......no one right now but I do have a crush on someone I've kinda liked them for a while now . My mom... is dead but dad he's alive and well.back to my story because now I'm at the camp.thanks for reading about me because you could have skipped this paragraph 😋.

I as I got to our camp I had dried out a little so I wasn't soaking wet anymore but I still had a lot of water on me still. Alex had come from a bush carefully holding leafs and flowers along with two logs of wood that looked like they have been dead for months.
She was looking on where she was stepping but she must of known I was right there because she said" I found some soft plants and some old dried up loges on the forest floor..." she looked up to see me all wet with dripping water for my hair. She dropped the bedding and logs as she held a goofy smile on her face. " well I see that you found the water.... did you have a nice bath?" She said busting out in laughter as I just grabbed my arm and blushed out of in embarrassment. " stop laughing it's not that funny it was cold" I quietly wined. She smiled and grabbed the logs and set them in the middle of our camp. She summoned a dark smoke ball full of lightning. Lightly pressed her hand down to log and it lit on fire with her hand " ALEX!" I yelled but in surprise as she removed her hand from the log for it to still be on fire. She looked at me clenched her hand into fist and the flames were gone. " do all demons control fire?" She laughed " no demons don't control fire at all that was just a spell I learned from a witch that had a demon problem a long time ago" she said looking at the fire she made and touched it " why don't you get b-burned" I asked as I shivered from the cold as the wind gently blew. " I'm not too sure although I do know that it's because that i casted the spell. But that's enough about the fire get in front of it you'll get sick and your already burned and what about that cast on your arm?." She told me as she picked me up but she careful not to touch my burn and she lightly set me down next to the fire. The fires warm glow and heat made me feel all warm and Cousy that was until Alex started taking off my shirt. I slapped her hands away as she tried to lift it up " what the hell!!"I yelled at her she just looked at me like what did I do. " um excuse you. You DON'T just go around lifting up people's shirt and act like it's no big deal." Calm down, sorry I didn't warn you but you need to get the wet clothing off if you don't want to be sick." She said tugging my shirt up and off my body making me cover up my exposed body and bra. " here "she said handing me her flannel that was tied around her waist. I grab it and put it on and it's so big on me.she's taller then me so the fabric ends at my mid thigh and the sleeve are way past my hands. " what do you want me to take my pants off too " I said sarcastically rolling my eyes at her and she nodded her" yes I would not like to take care of a sick Ally so please do." Jeez you could have taken me to dinner first" I said not really thinking but I looked at her and she had a light blush painted on her face, fuck did I make this more awkward Opps .she smirked " well sweet heart I'm catching dinner. But if you want to get to that first...." she said slyly now it was my turn to blush. " hey don't say that" she started to laugh at me " sorry it's just fun to make girls flustered I used to do it all the time at school." Yeah school I remember when me and Alex were at school together and when people found out about us being friends and when the whole school basically saw us kiss...wait fuck I fucken forgot that she kissed me and I kissed her back... I wonder if my little crush on her is still there... no I shouldn't try but maybe yes,n o, no it make it awkward again.i took of my pants as I was thinking about all of this and handed them to Alex. I was still mostly covered by her flannel.and I took of my shoes and socks and sat on the ground as Alex got up to make the bed. " hey Alex ?" . " yeah?" She said as she was making the flowers into a pillow " do you still like me?" She coughed out in surprise."u m...yes..." she said sitting down next to me." why?" I asked her not really sure If there is a good reason to like me I'm literally a freak out center. " heh well your beautiful,smart, excepting, like you didn't care if I was human or not you weren't scared of you little sister even though she was is a murderer but you love her any way.plus I love your sarcasm." Every time she mentioned why she liked me I could feel my face becoming warmer as I blushed and looked down to hide her face. I feel her put her hand over mine as I was looking down into my lap.i looked over to see her staring at me with adoration, as a smile brightly shined in the setting sun.she looked absolutely stunning as the wind gently blew through her long black hair.

.This is a new story to be told.