bloodline :: philkas

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lukas

seeing ethan with philip made me feel some type of way. the feeling wasn't jealousy, because i had nothing to be jealous about. maybe it was possessiveness? i do tend to be possessive around what's mine. i don't even know why i feel this way, the two of them are just friends. but still, some part of me believes that ethan will hurt philip, or just be all around bad news for him. for me, anyway. something about ethan seemed off, though. the vibe he gave off was a happy, energetic one, but at the same time, he seemed to be hiding something. i sensed it. but i couldn't tell what it was.

maybe it's just me overthinking. that was probably it. plus, my hunger is kinda getting to me. i can hold on though, i'll wait until later. it wouldn't feel right to put my lips on someone else's neck anyway.

so here i am, sitting on my couch at home, downing a whole carton of fruit punch while flipping through the tv channels. extremely bored. so what do i do? i take my phone and text philip, even though i know he's working right now.

nerd

im bored

why are u texting me
while i'm at WORK

why are you answering
me at WORK

stfu nerd

exCUSE me?????

gotta go, bye!!!

oh yeah you don't have to
pick me up later bc ethan
is going to drop me off

okay

well then. i guess i won't be needing to get up for quite some time. i'll go over to philip's at around 6:30 or so. which is what i did. not before freshening up though. i changed, took a quick shower, and brushed my teeth, but not in that particular order.

when the clock on my phone showed 6:37 pm, i got up and pulled at my freshly washed flannel, straightening it out before sliding on my usual pair of beat up vans. they weren't in all the way, so as i took my steps my feet sunk into my shoes more.

i brought my phone charger along as well, since it would be smart. my phone was near death this morning, so i'd rather not have it die on me tonight or tomorrow.

i walked across the street and noticed the unfamiliar car in philip's driveway. that's when it clicked in my brain that i saw this car a few hours ago, and recognized it as ethan's. i mentally sighed while walking up philip's porch steps, and then softly knocking on the door three times. after a few moments i expected to hear footsteps, yet there were none. my hearing was keen at times, but this unfortunately, was not one of those times.

taking my chances, i slowly turned the doorknob that was surprisingly unlocked and quietly stepped inside. i shut the door behind me and then locked it before looking forward again. the scene in front of me confused me, even angering me at the slightest.

the sounds of giggling filled the living room mixed in with the sight of ethan on top of philip, smiling down at him.

i coughed loudly, thankfully not wheezing, and it made the both of them look in my direction. ethan awkwardly and quickly climbing off of philip. he helped philip up before turning toward me.

"hi," ethan greeted with a sheepish smile, waving his hand momentarily.

"what were you two doing?" i questioned, nearly growling as i stepped closer to ethan.