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Another day that I didn't go to school. I can't get up and face those people. I can't do that. I can barely get out of bed. My phone buzzes. My friends try to call, Matt also tries to call. A friend of mine, Lilly leaves a message asking if I am coming to the party. I laugh when I hear that message. There is not a chance that I am going there. I can barely get out of bed. I haven't eaten in who knows how long. I am too numb to even move. 

My parents call my name. I don't answer. They come up to my room and yell at me for being lazy. I don't answer. They yell at me for not eating food. I don't answer. They give up and shut the door. 

I lay here and start at my ceiling. I repeatedly scratch my hand and it turns red. 

It's nice to feel something

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