It's 7 am,my alarm goes off,I get ready for school and eat my breakfast,I have to be at school in a hour. Joe's taking me. I pack my school bag and look at the lessons I've got. I have; double art,double english and pe. I suddenly get scared.
"Joe I can't go to school."
"Why? What's happened?"
"I've got pe."
"Oh shit. I'm sorry Mia but your just have to do it."
"Ugh."
I walk down stairs with my school bag and my pe kit. "Let's go then".
"I'm sure no one will notice,just don't say anything and your be fine okay."
"Okay."
Joe drives me to school. He gets there a few minutes early so we both wait a few minutes. Then I get out the car and walk into school.
I get a text from Charlie.
'Are you at school?'
I text him back.
'Yeah why?'
'I want to see you,meet me in front of the lockers in like two seconds.'
'Urm okay.'
I go to the lockers and there he is. All his friends must of gone to tutor because he's not with anyone.
"Hello."
"Hi Mia. Do you want to walk to tutor with me?"
"Urm okay."
We walk to tutor,not talking about what we said over message. I'm really falling for him. He kind of looks like Joe,oops.
"Charlie do you watch YouTube?"
"Yeah why?"
"Who do you watch?"
"I watch ThatcherJoe,Caspar Lee and the Sidemen,why?"
"Meet me in front of school when it ends I've got something to show you."
"Okay,I'll see you at break?"
"Okay."
My day goes really fast and by the time I know it it's pe. The worst lesson of the day.
I get changed into my pe kit,but I only change into my shorts. As I don't want to change my shirt and jumper. I see Charlie and the rest of the boys walk past. I'm just sat in the corner of the changing rooms. He catches my eye.
I walk out of the changing room and over to him.
"Are you okay."
"Yeah."
"Why haven't you got changed."
"I can't do it."
"Can't do what?"
"This lesson. I just can't everyone will see."
"It's okay." He hugs me.
"It's not happening too you."
"I know. But your you so your be okay."
"Charlie you hardly know me."
"I know you a lot."
"I guess you know my secret so your kind of right"
"My teacher is the head of pe I could just tell him that you've lost your pe t-shirt. If you came here any sooner they would of made you wear a second hand one but loads of parents complained. I could see if I could sit out with you."
"Don't you like pe?"
"Not really no."
He somehow convinces his teacher that he can sit out with me. He also convinces my teacher that I don't feel well and that I haven't brought all my pe kit yet,when I have.
We talk about random things that happened in our lessons. Then he says something I never thought anyone would ask me.
"Can I see?"
I know exactly what he means?
"What?"
"You know."
"I don't know what your on about."
"I think you do."
"I can't show you. Not now there's people. I could show you later but I don't really show people anything. I keep a lot to myself."
"Okay."
Pe is over before I know it,I get changed into my school uniform and wait for Charlie. I heard some girls ask why I didn't do pe but I ignored them.
I see Charlie,he looks at me and walks the other way. I just wanted to show him Joe. I run after him shouting his name.
"CHARLIE,CHARLIE."
He looks at me,he's with his friends.He looks me in the eyes,like he's sorry.
"Mia,I'll see you in a minute." He turns around and walks off.
I walk the opposite way. I walk to were Joe picks me up. A few minutes later Charlie turns up.
"Where did you go?"
"I was with my friends."
"Oh so what do you class me as? A fucking doll."
"I like you Mia."
"That's nice. You don't really act like it."
"I'm sorry,I'll would tell them that I've fallen in love with you,but I can't they would just make fun out of me. Ever since you came here I've liked you."
"Why did you bully me?"
"They told me to."
I hear Joe's car.
"You know Joe Sugg yeah."
"Yes."
Joe gets out of his car. He smiles at me.
"Hello Mia."
"Hi Joe."
I look at Charlie. I look at Joe.
"Charlie,this is Joe,my uncle. Joe this is Charlie,my friend."
"We are more than friends." Charlie says.
I glare at him.
"Yeah we aren't."
"Not yet." Charlie smiles.
"Your lucky if we ever will be."
I get in the car with Joe.
"Bye Charlie."
"Bye."
As we drive away from school Joe starts talking to me.
"Didn't he bully you?"
"Urm yeah."
"So your going to go out with him."
"I'm not going out with him,he's just in love with me."
"Do you like him back."
"I don't know."
"Tell me if you get with him. I don't want you getting hurt."
"I don't get hurt."
I do,a lot. Too much. That's why I don't really want to go out with Charlie right now.
