Wow,it's been a hard week at school,but at least I'm off now for the Christmas holidays. My uncle is coming around later,I've never met him,but I've saw his YouTube videos and damn I'm glad he's my uncle.
He's perfect,I know I shouldn't say that but I can't help myself.
My mum said that he was going to take me shopping so we could get to know each other,but I already know everything about him.
Joe gets to my house, five minutes early. I rush to the door and hug him,8 can already tell that this is going to be a great day.
"Should we go now?" Joe asks me.
"YES YES YES." I shout.
"Great let's go,bye Zoe."
"YEAH BYE MUM."
"Bye", my mum waves to us from inside the house.
Joe takes me to Bristol,we look around cabot circus,it's massive. I've never been before.
"Where are we going first?" I ask Joe.
"I don't know,I thought we could go to costa or Starbucks and talk for a while. I know you already know like everything about me from my YouTube channel. But I hardly know you."
"Ohh okayyy."
"Great let's go."
My mum must of said something to him. I won't mention it unless he does first.
We get to Starbucks and order some drinks. {I don't know what they sell I've never been}
We talk about YouTube and about him. He says that one day I can be in one of his videos,I smile. I don't know where he is trying to take this,but he tells me everything about him. Some things I didn't need to know.
"So." Joe pauses. "What's your life like?"
"Boring,crap."
"I bet it's not. You know your mum cares about you so much. What's happened?"
"I can't tell you,your tell her."
"I swear on my life I won't tell her."
"You already know a bit. I heard mum talk to you on the phone about it."
"Your right,I do. I just want to find out more because I feel like I hardly know you."
"I keep myself to myself Joe."
"Mia,I won't tell your mum. I won't tell Caspar I won't tell anyone. That says something as I tell Caspar everything."
"Ugh okay. I don't know where to start and you better not tell my mum."
"I won't tell anyone Mia,it's just between you and me."
"My dad, well he abused me as I apparently look too much like mum. Ever since mums accident when dad made me live with him I self-harmed as I felt like I didn't have a family and my mum means so much to me. I just felt like I lost everything important to me. My dad found out and started beating me,I guess he had more reasons to. Then I came here,I mean I'm happier yeah but I hate school. This boy called Charlie,he bully's me. He pushes me over and trips me up. My life's just a mess. I never stopped self-harming and I don't think I ever will." I start to cry.
"It's okay Mia. Your going to be fine,I promise."
Me and Joe walk around Bristol,we go in every shop,I can tell that joe is annoyed at the amount of money he's spending on me. I feel bad.
He soon drives me back home,my mum invites him to stay the night,as Caspar is in South Africa and he doesn't know when he will be home.
We watch some films. Then I get tired and go up to bed. My mum and my uncle are downstairs,I can't sleep. What if he tells her? What if she has a go at me? What if she just got joe to get the information and feed it back to her? I'm scared.
SORRY THAT THIS PART IS V SORT BUT I KINDA LIKE IT :)
MERRY CHRISTMAS BTW,I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY AND GET EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT. JUST HAVE FUN :))
-Nicole
