Me and Charlie spend the rest of our evening binge watching Netflix and YouTube videos. It gets late and I realise I still have my makeup on, I go to my room and take my makeup off. I also get changed into my pyjamas. A pink t-shirt and matching trousers. I put on my white dressing gown,with my name on over it.
I walk back down to Charlie's room to see Joe standing near his laptop,looking worried.
"Joe what's happened?"
"My viewers they I-" He's struggling to get his words out,
"They've found out. I don't know how I haven't said anything." Joe looks like he's about to cry, I walk over to him and hug him,tightly.
"Joe it's okay. How do you know that they know?" I don't think I made any sense.
"A viewer tweeted me and asked."
"They must of saw something in one of your videos."
"But when?"
I look on YouTube and I find a video where joe has his shirt off.
"I think I've found your answer." I hand him my phone.
"Oh shit I need to delete it."
"Joe you can't because then people will question you."
"I'm going to have to clean this up." He says,walking out of Charlie's room.
Joe's P.O.V
"Hello." I smiled weakly at my camera. "A few weeks ago I made this video and I've been getting loads of messages about it, it's true. I'm sorry. I admitted. I feel like I'm about to cry. "I know I'm seen as an idol to many people, but I don't feel it. Sometimes my hectic just gets too much for me." I feel my eyes start to fill with tears. "Well that's all for this weeks video. I'll see you next week with another Sugg Sunday special." I say, fake smiling.
Before I edit the video I go on twitter and imminntly see loads of edits that people have made for me. The amount of love my supporters show me is beyond realistic for anyone to imagine. I see a fan account that I fall in love with. Its called joeslife. (I can't get the username at up.)
I look at the profie, I like and retweet a few of the tweets. I see a tweet that hits my heart.
'I'm always here for my favorite @/joe_sugg what ever happens :).'
I smile,some people do care. I decide to message her,because I'm nice. My video can wait until later.
"Hello." I message her on my twitter DM's which are a mess from fan messages.
I get a reply instantly.
"Omg Joe. I love you so much I can't. You actually saved me you make me so happy I can't even thank you enough and to know you actually have seen this account and you actually messaged me makes me feel so happy,thank you." The message reads,I smile. I know I make people happy.
"I love you too ❤."
The next thing I know she's tweeting like crazy saying how happy she is.
