Miss me? (Discontinued For Now)

The Final Goodbye

Hey guys! Sorry it has taken so long! I have been really busy lately so I have had trouble uploading D: But here it is!

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It would have been a beautiful day. Birds were chirping, sun was shining, kids playing in their backyards. But it wasn't. It was my last day here. Today I would be moving back to Kansas. All my friends threw a party for me on the last day of school. All the teachers were sad to see me and my dad leave but my mom and dad kept to their deal. I woke up and went to the bathroom. I showered and shaved. Once I got out and dried my hair, making it look like a lions mane, I dried off the shampoo and conditioner bottles and put them in my travel bag. I walked over to my bed where I have the clothes I planed on wearing.

Since it is summer, I have a pair of hot pink shorts, a blue spaghetti strap undershirt, and a lace white over shirt. Once I'm dressed I put a quick layer of eyeliner and mascara, finishing my look of with my glasses. I grab my back and look at my empty room. All our things have already been sent and set up in our house back in Kansas. I stand in my doorway, remembering all the fun times I had with my friends. The sleepover, the food fights, the one special night with Damien. I sigh letting a tear slide down my face. I shut the door and make my way down the stairs remembering all the times I would walk on these stairs. When I enter the kitchen I see all my friends waiting for me.

I drop my back and run into Damiens arms. I bury my face in his chest and feel his strong arms wrap around me for one of the last times. I remember our talk last night, us agreeing to break up only because of the distance but to remain close friends till one day we can see each other again. I feel all my friend come and join the hug. I feel someone shaking, silently crying. We stop hugging when my stomach rumbles, protesting the lack of food. We laugh humorlessly.

Once we all have eaten, we move outside to the moving truck wait in our driveway. I want to cry but I have too stay strong for my friends. I hug the girls first. Starting with Carol and ending with Layla. Then I hug Jake and spend the longest time hugging Damien. Once my dad clears his throat letting us know it is time to go, I kiss Damien one last time, and whispering in his ear 'I love you' before hugging him one last time.

I walk over to the truck and sit in the back seat and roll down the window only to see all my friends crying. All the girls are in a group hug  surrounding Jake and Damien has tears rolling down his face but is staring at me, trying to stay strong. The car starts and the girls look up only to start crying again. We start driving away and I stick my head out the window to watch them till I can't. Right before we turn the corner, I see Damien fall to the ground, his face in his hands, and shoulders shaking. I see Jake come and kneel beside him patting his back. I turn and sit in my seat, and let the tears fall. I put my headphones in my ears and slide so I am laying down. As the tears come, I start growing tiered. I fall asleep with fresh tears in my eyes and the image of my best friend. My rock. On the ground crying.

I wake up to my mom shaking me saying we are at the hotel. I wordlessly grab my bag and head into the room. I find a bed, put my phone charger into my phone and into the wall and crawl into bed, only to be greeted with more tears and heartbreaking pain. I wake up once again to my mom shaking me awake. I get up and gather my things and head to the truck. We drive to Timmy's and to Starbucks to get food to eat. Once we are on the road, I start to eat and drink my food. Once it is gone I put my music in to drown out their happy and cheer full talk about how wonder full our town is and how great it will be to be back.

I grab my phone and open the text app. I have 20 missed text messages. All from my friends. Five from Carol, five from Layla, five from Jake and Five from Damien. As I read the same message over and over I feel myself wanting to hop out of the truck and walk back to them.

I miss you already

Please come back

I don't want you to go

I love you

They all were the same. I reply to them all and let them know I wish I was still there with them, shut my phone off and cry myself to sleep once again. When I wake up I see we are passed the city limits. We are back 'home'. I sit up and look at myself in my compact mirror and pull our my make up bag. Since it is only noon, I decide to walk around town and get the feel back before school starts. I put a bit of foundation to cover my red eyes, some mascara and eyeliner, and a put of lip gloss. Don't ask how I did my makeup perfectly, but I did.

Once we pull up into town, my mom hands me $50 and tells me to go shopping. Also this isn't school shopping but it is just to buy something you like. I take the money and hop out, grabbing my burse and shoving my phone and Ipod in it before shutting the door and making my way towards the mall. I walk around the mall before going in the direction of the salon.

"HI, what can I do for you?" I chipper young lady, around 25 asks when I walk in.

"Do you do piercings here?" I ask here.

"Yes we do. What kind would you like?" She asks still happy.

"A nose Piercing." I tell her. Twenty minutes later and $30 dollars later, I have a sterling silver hoop in my nose. I walk over to the video game store next. I look around at the Xbox games till I find one that catches my eye. I grab it and bring it to the front counter. The guy looks around my age. When I place the game on the counter, he looks at the game then back at me.

"Is this a back to school game for your boyfriend?" He asks while scanning the bar code.

"Actually no. It's for me." I tell him.

'But. You look to pretty to play a game like this." He points out. I laugh my best fake laugh and flip my hair.

"Sweetie, I may look pretty and dumb but I have the highest score out of all my friends. As in seven guys who have been playing since they could hold a controller. I have taken down armies alone and with help. I have beaten all my opponents before they even know where I am. Now, may I please have my game?" I ask with a bright smile.

His face looks dumbstruck as he hands it over in a bag with my receipt and change. I walk out the store and make my way to the ice cream place. I get myself a small ice cream and start walking home. I put my head phones on and start walking.

In only 15 mins I have reached my old house. I open the door telling my parents I am home before making my way up to my room. The rest of the summer passes quickly and before I know it, I'm picking clothes out for school the next day. I spent most of the summer tanning and texting my friends. I have tried to stay home as much as I can and my parents let me. I crawl into bed and send a quick text to Damien.

Wish me luck.... going back to hell tomorrow.... I miss u and luv u still. Night babe.. xoxo

After clicking send I roll over and fall asleep within minutes.

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How was that?? I'd say pretty good....

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