i don't love you ♡ gw

The Sharpest Lives

I headed to Franks house. I knew I shouldn't but I just need someone to talk to. Someone to understand.

I walked to Franks door and knocked.

"I'll get it!" I heard someone shout. Mikey?

"Oh er... hi Emily. Gerards not here bu-"

"Im not here for Gee. Im here for Frank" I say and smile as I see Frank walk down the stairs.

"Er hey whats up?" He asked as he walked outside and shut the door.

I opened my mouth but before I could speak I burst out crying.

"I cant handle it Frank. I did love him. It waa the fans! Your fucking fans hate me and then I went to the cliff and-"

"You went to the cliff!?" Frank almost shouted because he was so shocked.

"Yes I went to the cliff but I wasn't going to jump but I watched a girl jump because she didn't care and it made me realise what would happen if I dissappeared. No one would care. I-I came to say bye. Tell Gerard im sorry" I said and went to walk off but Frank grabbed my wrist.

He turned me around and looked into my eyes with his glossy ones. He almost looked as if he was crying.

"Emily. You cant do that. People care. Gee cares. Your parents care. I-I care." He said and moved closer to me. "I really care Emily" he repeated.

"What the fuck frank! I came here to get you to tell Gee and everyone else I was leaving not to fuck you!" I shouted and opened his door.

I stormed in and looked for any sign of living humans to tell and hopefully protect me.

"Emily?!" I heard someone say. I turned around to see Gerard. He looked pissed off.

"Now I see the reason you left. I guess my friends are better than me then" he said and stormed out. I saw Mikey in the doorway shake his head in disappointment and follow Gerard.

I walked out and got back into my car. I didn't come here to betray Gerard. I came here to tell them I was leaving.  I wasnt upset. I was fucking pissed off.

'A kiss and I will surrender'

Well, Frank really listened to his own song lyrics didnt he. I started the car and sped off away from Frank,  away from Gerard and away from all my guilt, pain and anger that was slowly eating away at my fucked up mind.

I drove to the crossing and sped up the car. The light went red but that was the last change I saw before everything went black.

The change that told me to stop...

A/N

im not too sure how I feel about this chapter but drama much. This has not been edited yet so sorry for spelling mistakes

Im hopefully going to update this everyday but im sorry if I dont.

Be prepared for Welcome to the Black Parade next

G F# B E D G C B E A D

Sorry I had to

Bye x