broken c.h au //COMPLETED

july 17, 2014

BEFORE EVERYTHING GETS STARTED THIS WAS FROM WHEN JEN WAS ALIVE. LIKE BASICALLY A HUGE FLASHBACK ON THE DAY OF THE CRASH!!

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july 17, 2014

"awe, wake up cal!" jen said softly pinching my cheeks. i couldn't help but smile at her behavior.

"get up get up get up!" she said once i had grinned. she slapped my chest softly and tried lifting me, but cmon. i'm a grown man, i'm heavy!

"where is it that you're so excited to go?" i said, sitting up. i wiped my eyes and stretched, letting out a loud yawn.

"calum, you doof! my birthday is tomorrow!" she giggled, taking out her phone. most likely texting her 'friend' ella. who was my girlfriend. 

weird, huh?

"okay! i told ella to meet us at the beach. what's with your face?" she said, poking my cheek. i rolled my eyes.

"cal, ella is your girlfriend. you can't like, not like her. why are you with her if you can't even stand her?" jen said, walking over to my closet. hangers slid across the metal rod until she pulled a whole outfit out to me. i shrugged when she threw it on the bed.

"get dressed nerd." she said, smirking at me while she walked out my room. i lightly chuckled to myself, standing up and looking at what jen got out for me to dress in.

black jeans and a tank top. wow, this outfit was over the top!

i quickly went to my restroom, stripping. i turned the water on, feeling it occasionally until it was the perfect temperature.

i know what you're thinking.

'ugh, no one cares how you take a shower man!'

well you know what? i don't want you to know how i take a shower. so fūck you too.

"hurry up, ella is here!" jen knocked as i brushed my teeth. . my towel was wrapped around my waist since i left my clothes in my room.

i walked out, the cold beach house air smacking me. i winced at the sudden contact, goosebumps invading my skin.

"hurry up, ella is here." i said in a girlish voice, mocking jen. i tend to do that a lot.

"are you mocking her?" a voice said across my bed. i looked up and ella was laying down on her back, scrolling on her phone. why is she even in my room in the first place?

"maybe. can you get out so i can get dressed?" i said, looking back down at my clothes. she rolled her eyes.

"calum, i am your girlfriend. i can see you naked."

"ella, i am telling you to get out. i can tell you that because it's my house." i said. mimicking her. she huffed, finally leaving my  room with a slam of the door. bìtch.
i hurriedly got dressed and ran down the stairs. jen was eating cereal and ella was telling her how much calories were in the milk. but jen kept eating. that's my girl.

i smiled, grabbing my keys.

"you guys coming or not?" i yelled when i was at the front door. i heard them walk jog out and hop into my car.

"okay. we are gonna go eat, drop ella off at home and you sir are gonna take me to that new bookstore in town!" jen said, poking my elbow.

"this place looks gross jen." i said, looking at the dirty italian restaurant.

"oh shush." she said, getting out. i opened the door for them and the waiter found us a table.

"i'll just take a pizza man." i said, smiling cheekily. ella rolled her eyes and took a swig of her drink.

"i'll have the sautéed mushrooms and chicken please." jen smiled sweetly. she must've noticed me staring because she looked my way and winked playfully.

"gimme a burger please." ella said, rudely. she's so embarrassing, i swear.

we finally ate, and then i dropped shrek, i mean ella, of at home.

"wow, what if they have the notebookt there?" jen said as i was driving down the road. the light was green so i kept going. me being me, i looked both of my ways while i was crossing an intersection.

to my dismay, an 18 wheeler was coming on jens side.

she was smiling at me and my eyes were wide, because i knew we weren't going to make it.

jen saw the displeasure on my face, looking out her window and let out an ear shattering scream.

everything blacked out and when i woke up, blood was sleeping from my head and i saw jen laying on the road. lifeless.

i tried to scream but i couldn't. nothing but a wheeze and blood erupted from my throat.

jen is dead.

and i wish i was too.