My Urban Love Story

Chapter Thirteen: The visit

       Camron dropped by today, After a month I sort of wish he had stayed away, his words didn't seem sincere to me and I wanted to just walk away and wish I'd never met him. He asked me to come see Kay'Lani and I agreed because she's a child and doesn't understand when someone walks out of her life. I showed up to his place a little late because I stopped to get myself dinner, When I knocked he opened the door almost immediately, I said "Hello" and walked in, I seen a little face light up smiling and begin yelling and running to me, it was indeed Lani, Oh how I missed this little girl "Hey Lani, I missed you mamas" I said as I kissed her cheek sitting down holding her. " I felt Camron looking at me but didn't look in his direction. The night was filled with laughs and giggles, I spent the entire time with lani while she was awake, when she finally fell asleep it was almost 11p.m.

    After laying Lani down Camron came out to the living room and sat by me, I looked up at him quietly. His eyes were my weakness, they were so pretty, looking at him I began to smile. When I noticed I was smiling at him I looked away and said "I'm gonna head home soon, it's late..." He pulled me into him and rubbed my stomach asking me "When do you find out what your having?" I cuddled up close to him because it felt natural "In a week, I will know, I'll let you know when I do." He kissed my neck saying "I wanna come too, that's important to me, Can I?" I shook my head no pulling away as he pulled me closer and tighter kissing my neck again. If anything was my weakness it was him and his abilities, I knew what happened next would be something I yet again would regret. 

    The next thing I knew I was in his lap kissing him, with each kiss I melted, temptation sure is something one can't resist. By the time I looked up to the clock it was 3 in the morning, I was tired and wanted to sleep. Camron kissed me getting up going to shower I watched him quietly, while he showered I was dressing and sneaking out to go home, I didn't want to say goodbye because I was angry, angry at him for coming back and angry at myself for having sex with him after all that had happened. 

    I checked my phone on my way walking home, My call log was filled with my Mom and Dad calling and a boy I had just met in school, he called once. He was so sweet but I was cautious because of how Camron did me. I didn't want to call him back, I just had passionate sex with my ex. The guy I wanted out of my life who is finally back. How could I escape him now? On my way in the door Camron called me. I sent him to voicemail and went up to my room. I was scared for some reason, The hurt I felt just a month ago was back.