I still love you

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"No I don't!" I said or is it true? "Every time we finely have it nice you do something to ruin it I think you are making those stupid things just to have an excuse to break up!" he said while crossing his arms "no it's not" I said "yes it is open your eyes why can't you see it" he said "look I'm tired and I wanna sleep" he said and looked down "okay goodnight" I said and walked out from the room "goodnight" I said to the guys "goodnight sleep good" they said "I'm going out so I probably not going to sleep" I said and looked at Justin "for god sake Y/N!" Justin said "what?" I said "that's what I'm talking about you go out I'm going to worry to much I get mad and we fight!" he said "you don't have to worry we aren't together anymore!" I said "we aren't together but I still love and care about you!" he said I just walked away I opened the door and just to annoy him "where does the chef live so I know that" I said "for god sake!" Justin said I smirked to him and closet the door now I can sleep I just wanted to annoy him I fast walked in my apartment so they taught I walked out I yawned and on my way to the bedroom I took the hoodie off and my pants I'm going to sleep in my underwear I saw the couch it looked so comfortable I found a pillow and a blanket I laid down on the couch god it feels amazing alone no it don't it's weird without someone with me I turned some music on and listened to dear darling Olly Murs I made it so it played again and again I miss Justin already I closet my eyes and fell asleep

THE NEXT DAY

I woke up to the sun in my eyes I tried to get up but there were a hand around me I looked to the side and saw Justin when did he wake up he was about to wake up so I pretended I was sleeping he got up I could hear he was in a hurry I sneaked peaked fast he was getting his pants on and his shirt he looked over at me and I closet my eyes I felt his lips on my chin and I pretended I was going to wake up "shit" I heard him say and he fast ran over to the door and walked out I got up why the hell was he here did we? I looked down no we didn't I got up and walked over to the bedroom I took some new clothes on and took my keys I needed to get some fresh air I walked out and locked it when I heard one cough I looked and saw Justin sitting on the ground "why are you out here?" I said "I locked myself out and the guys can't hear me" he said "how?" I said "I had to check the laundry before I got to bed" he said "laundry? where's the basket?" I said "they wasn't dry yet" he said "why are you out here?" he said "I got waked up by someone and I couldn't sleep anymore so I'm going out shopping" I said "oh who was it?" he said "I don't know but do you have another key to my apartment?" I said "no it wasn't locked" he said "an you calling me stupid Justin I know it was you sleeping next to me" I said "yeah fine but why did you sleep on the couch?" he said "I don't know why? Maybe cuz the bed reminded me to much about us" I said and looked down at my keys "why did you sleep with me" I said "I couldn't sleep it didn't felt right leaving you alone" he said first looking down and then up at me "we aren't together you can't just come in and sleep at me why if I get a guy with me home and you walk in" I said "I will tell him to leave" Justin said "leave why?" I said "because I know guys they just wanna get in girls pants and never call them again trust me stay away from guys they are beast.... except me" he said and laughed I laughed to "yeah that's why the movie is beauty and a beast" I said "I got a song called beauty and a beat" he said "cool" I said "well I have to go now" I said "can I go with you?" he said and stood up "sure" I said and he walked over to me we walked down the stairs and outside "so where are we going?" He said "I don't know I'm just walking around" I said "do you know how dangerous that is" Justin said "calm down princes" I said "you saying you walk outside you don't know where you just walk and get there where you get?" Justin said "yeah pretty much" I said "how could you mo- he said and stopped "I mean dad how could your dad let you go out when you were little?" Justin said "he didn't I just could walk outside in the garden and even there I jumped over the fences out from the windows there one time were I sneaked out of the door" I said and laughed "no way" Justin said and laughed "yeah I always was grounded" I said " this may sound mean but how could your dad take care of you alone?" he said "I never saw him I had three nanny they felt like my parents my dad was always out traveling and when he was home he never had time for me" I said "I'm sorry to hear that" he said "no it's fine I got used to it" I said I looked at the window I stopped and looked at a wedding dress "wow it's beautiful" I said "yeah it is" he said "how much do it cost?" Justin said "why?" I said and we walked again "I don't know I just thought that I one day wanna get married and I hope it's one I really love" he said and looked at me I just smiled Justin looked to the sides there wasn't any people and Justin took my hand and ran I followed him "Justin where are we going" I said "a place but be ready" he said "to what?" I said I looked and there were a river "when I say now we jump!" Justin said "no Justin we can't do it it's to big!" I said "yes we can" he said "no Justin!" I said "now!!" he said and jumped and I was right behind him we got on the ground we stood there catching our breath "what were you thinking!?" I yelled at Justin he just laughed "it's not over yet" he said and took my hand we ran again we were in a Forrest now "Justin no we can't not over that!" I yelled because there came a really big one Justin ignored me "Now!" he yelled and jumped I closet my eyes and jumped we fell in the ground I fell on top of Justin "Justin!!" I yelled "he was laughing "it's not funny we could have fallen in" I said and got up I dried the dirt off my pants Justin stood up "yeah now I'm a awake" I said "sorry but it was fun" he said "how do we get home" I said "we can't before tonight" he said "what!?" I said he smiled "Justin this isn't funny" I said "I thought we could spend some time here"he said and sat down next to a tree "that's the problem we can't Justin then we get together have some fun and then a fight" I said "no come on sit down we can just sit here and relax" he said "fine" I sat down next to Justin I we were leaning on the tree I sighed "what's wrong?" he said "I wanna go home" I said and he let out a little cute laugh he sighed "what's wrong?" I said "your not gonna get home" he said and we laughed "I miss you" he said "we just broke up" I said "and we have been together since" I said "I know but I just miss you" he said "you don't know how hard it is to be with someone who lives you but doesn't want to be together" he said "I wanna be with you" I said "then why did you break up?" he said "because we maybe should see other and see if that's them or us" I said "it's us" he said "we just should see how it is to be-" he cut me off by kissing me I kissed back but I broke the kiss "why do you always kiss me when I'm talk-" he cut me off by kissing me again I broke the kiss "see" I said and he laughed "so are we together now?" he said "I don't know are we?" I said our lips were almost touching "yeah we are" Justin said his minty breath hitting me and he kissed me and his phone called "Justin your phone" I said In Between the kisses "just let it" he said I took my hand in his pocket "already" he said "no Justin your phone" I said and took it "Justin's phone who is it?" I said "yeah hi it's Niall can you ask Justin when he wants the table?" Niall said "Niall it's Y/N" I said "hi don't ask Justin it's nothing we never talked" Niall Said and hanged up "weird?" I said and gave the phone back "who was it?" Justin said and put the phone in his pocket "Niall he said something with when you want a table?" I said and Justin got big eyes he fast took his phone up and got up "I'm coming in two seconds" he said and put the phone up to his ear and walked away I walked over to the river I took my shoes off and sat down I put my feet in the water and looked around I never saw this Forrest before I actually like this place I wanna come here more "okay bye" Justin said I looked around and he came with a rose he took his shoes off and sat down next to me "to my princes" he said and gave me the flower I took it and smelled to it "thank you" I said and gave him a kiss "so what did Niall want?" I said "nothing he just wanted to order a table at a restaurant" he said "okay" I said "I'm tired" I said and laid down "me to I had to wake early to not wake you" he said and laid down to "why do-" my phone cut me off I took it "hello" I said "hi it's Ken don't hang up I just wanna talk" he said and I smiled "I don't wanna hang up I was busy when you called" I said "well the new class starts and I wanted to ask if you wanted to get back to the class?" he said "no thanks" I said "why you were really great!" he said "I just don't want to" I said "come on we have only had two girls your getting us to look like nerds" he said "sorry but I don't want to" I said "okay but I was thinking if you want to have a date with me?" he said and I looked at Justin he was looking in the water "I'm sorry but I have a boyfriend" I said and Justin looked up at me and smiled

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