He wanted to leave us

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"Have you've been writing all night?" I said he nodded while writing and flipped the page "shouldn't you get some sleep?" I said he shook his head as a no I sighed "Justin what's wrong you've been really cold to me I know your mad because I opened the door for John-" he cut me off "I'm not cold!" he almost yelled while turning around he sighed and got up he walked out and closet the door after him what's wrong with him? okay I can't just lay here all day I tried to sit up it hurts but not as bad as yesterday it took the tube out from my nose and fast pushed the off button so the mashing won't bib I stood up okay now it hurts I don't care I need to talk to Justin and see Annabelle I walked slowly over to the door so it won't hurt that bad I opened the door so I just could look out I saw Justin he was hugging Zayn I think he was crying "it's all my fault I can't put them in that danger again" I heard Justin say while pulling away he was crying "it's not your fault it's Johns" Zayn said "but John came from the chef and the chef came from me so it's all my fault" he said no Justin it's not your fault "Justin look you've got a daughter and a girlfriend you can't leave them she needs a father Y/N needs a boyfriend to protect her" Zayn said "my plan wasn't leaving just going away for awhile an come back to see if they were happy and safe without me" he said no Justin! "Justin you can't do that she needs you they need you" Zayn said i closet the door and walked back to the bed I laid down carefully and took the blanket on me I took the tube back in my nose it isn't even helping with anything I laid down the door opened it was Zayn "goodmorning" he said "goodmorning" I said "so how's the stomach?" He said "not as bad as it was yesterday" I said "okay" he said while looking around in Harry's room "can you get Annabelle for me?" I said he looked at me and nodded he walked out leaving the door half open I could hear someone walking back and forth the door I saw it was Justin he stopped and looked at me we got eye contact he looked back down and started walking again "do you wanna-"Zayn stopped talking when Justin shook his head "okay"he said and walked in to me he had Annabelle in his arms he walked over to me and handled me her I took her "hi my little princes" I said she looked me in the eyes her tiny hand was around my finger I smiled at it her hair is soon all brown Justin's hair colour "Justin she got your hair" Zayn chuckled while turning around to look at Justin he looked at us with his hands in his pockets he looked down and walked away Zayn followed him "I'm not letting you do it!!" I heard Zayn yell "just leave me alone!!" Justin yelled back I saw them both walking past the room "Justin!!" Zayn yelled while they walked downstairs "you've got a girlfriend and a daughter up there all that you wished for-" Zayns voice disappeared when a door shut is he leaving? "what's going on?" Liam said while walking in he looked tired "I don't know" I said he walked out again I could hear him run down the stairs and a door open and shut Annabelle smiled to me she smiled! "omg" I said "Ju-" I stopped talking when I realised Justin wasn't here to see her first smile I sighed what if he's leaving me and Annabelle? he said it himself that she needs a father and I need... him he won't leave us he won't do that he's a good person I heard the door open and voice and the door shut again I heard them come upstairs Zayn and Liam came in "ehm Justin just left and we don't know where but we'll find him later" Zayn said "why did he go?" I said "I think he should tell you it yourself" Liam said "okay but I'm going home" I said while taking the blanket off "no you can't go" Zayn said "if Justin can leave I can too" I said while getting up I bite the pain in "no Y/N the doctor specific said you can't leave the bed for eight days" Liam said "I don't care" I said while walking past them "what if John there?" Zayn said while they followed me downstairs "bye" I said while opening the door I walked out and turned around "and if Justin comes back say I don't want him to talk to me ever again" I said and turned around again I walked over to my house Annabelle was looking around we walked in I think they've been cleaning in here god my stomach hurts! I walked in her room she yawned even she's tired I laid her in her bed and walked out I closet the door I need to lay down I walked in my room and laid down on the bed I closet my eyes and fell asleep pretty fast

THREE HOURS AFTER

I woke up to the tv making noises I sat up and looked in the living room it was Justin he had Annabelle in his arms while watching tv he was lost in the show "Justin" I said he looked at me and smiled "what are you doing here?" I said "watching you and Annabelle" he said "no I want you to get out" I said he lost his smile "why?" he said and got up "just go" I said "I won't leave you here alone" he said while walking over to me "well you have to" I said "but-" I cut him off "go!" I said "what did I do since your mad?" he said "just go!" I said he sighed and handled me Annabelle I took her he was about to kiss me on the lips but I moved my head he sighed and gave me a kiss on my cheek he walked out again an sat down on the couch "what are you doing?" I said "I'm not leaving no matter what" he said not even looking at me he watched the show again "Justin go!" I said "no" he said still not even looking at me "are you being seriously?" I said he nodded "Justin you freaking wanted to leave me and Annabelle for some hours ago!" I said he looked at me "no I weren't!" he said "yes I heard you and Zayn!" I said he didn't speak and looked back at the tv he turned it off and got up he walked over to me he laid down "Justin why won't you get it-" he cut me off by kissing me really passionately I missed his soft lips wait no! he would leave me and Annabelle I broke the kiss "I don't wanna talk with you!" I said "fine no talking more kissing" he said and kissed me again I broke it he chuckled "it's not fun you wanted to leave us!" I said "I'm sorry but it wasn't because I don't want you" he said while putting my hair behind my ear "I'm scared that I will hurt you two" he said "your not" I said "it's just first the chef then Nick then John" he said i sighed and kissed him he broke the kiss "what was that for?" he said "because your a hero you've always been here when I was in trouble" I said "you were in trouble because of me" he said and looked at Annabelle "no because you always saved me no matter what" I said he looked up at me again "I will never go from you two" he said "I hope not" I said he chuckled and kissed me again "how's the stomach?" he said "much better" I said and kissed him again he broke the kiss "let me get her to sleep and I'll be right back" he said while taking Annabelle he got up and walked out i smiled I'm blessed to have him and Annabelle he came in again "she's in bed" he said while closing the door he walked over to me again he laid down next to me "you sure it's not hurting?" he said I nodded "cuz I can get you some pain killers" he said "no I'm fine" I said "I'm gonna get you some anyway" he said and got up he walked out I waited a little and he came in with a glass of water and two pills in his hands he walked over to me and handled me them I took them and he laid down I took them and drank some water I laid the glass on the night table "I just have to warn you that those pills makes you dizzy sleepy and you can't remember a thing just like drugs" he said "what?" I said "sorry but it's best you take them" he said "why didn't you say it before I took them?" I said "cuz you need to take them" he said "and beside you don't have any secrets do you?" he said "no why?" I said "you maybe gonna say some while your sleepy or dizzy" he said i made a nervous laughter and turned on my side what if I tell him I never were on my period? He's gonna be mad he cuddled up to me he took his arm around me but he didn't touch the scar he gave me kissed from my neck up to my cheek "I love you" he said and turned my head so he could kiss me on the lips "love you too" I said he chuckled and kissed me on the lips again I could feel the pills cuz I was getting sleepy and dizzy Justin wouldn't let go of the kiss I broke it "I'm tired and I still have my period" I said "oh kay" he said "but don't you have your period in a week?" he said "sometimes" I said "it's been over a week" he said "Justin I'm tired okay" I said "okay sleep well then" he said and gave me a kiss on my cheek

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