Justin Bieber- heartbreaker

Pushing me away

I woke up to my phone ringing I sat up and looked around the guys aren't here I took the phone "hello?" I said "hi is it Y/N I'm talking with?" a nice lady voice said "yeah" I said "hi I'm Annett your doctor from earlier?" she said "oh hi" I said my heart was beating "we have the test and I'm sorry" she said "so I can't get pregnant" I said "no I'm sorry" she said I dropped a tear I couldn't believe it I'm never gonna get a child "so I'm never gonna get a child that's my own?" I said "yeah you can but not if it's Justin's" she said what? "what do you mean?" I said and dried the tear away "you can get pregnant but not with Justin" she said "nothing's wrong with me? but with Justin?" I said "yeah I'm sorry about that" she said "okay well thanks" I said "your welcome have a nice evening" she said "thanks you to" I said and hanged up so it's not me but Justin I could hear the door handled move and someone laugh it was the guys they walked in still laughing until they saw me "something's wrong?" Justin said and put the bag down on the ground he walked over to me "the doctor called" I said "so whys the problem?" he said "you" I said he looked chocked "what?" Harry said "ehm I can get pregnant but not with Justin" I said and looked down Justin got up and walked outside he smacked the door after him Zayn and Niall followed him I dropped a tear again Harry Liam and Louis sat down next to me Liam put his hand on my back and made small circles to comfort me "don't cry you can get pregnant" Harry said "I know but I don't wanna be pregnant if it isn't Justin's" I said Zayn and Niall came in again "I should go and find him" I said and got up "no he wants to be alone" Zayn said I sighed I grabbed my phone and walked upstairs and into my room I closet the door and sat on the edge of the bed I took my phone and called Justin I waited and waited no answer I sighed I called again still no answer Justin answer me! I laid down on my and just looked at the ceiling I think he is heartbroken by this but I wanna help him I took the blanket on me and turned the light off I turned on my side and looked at the spot where Justin sleeps I guess I have to sleep alone tonight I closet my eyes and fell asleep

THREE HOURS AFTER

I woke up to someone coming in I looked it was Justin his back was facing me he was taking his jacket and shirt off it's smelled of alcohol "Justin?" I said he ignored me and laid down on the bed he turned around so his back was facing me "are you drunk?" I said "go back to sleep" he said with an angry voice "Justin I wanna talk" I said and sat up "about what?" he said "about why you just left?" I said "because Y/N" he said "I want an answer" I said "no! go back to sleep!" he said raising his voice it got quiet I could only hear him breath I was just staring at his back "okay" I said quiet I laid back down I turned around looking in the wall I took the blanket off and got out of bed I walked out the bedroom and downstairs I'm just gonna leave him alone I sat down on the couch I looked out to the backyard Zayn was out there smoking he looked down while taking small an slow steps he walked back and forth he took the last sip of the cigaret and threw it on the ground he stepped on it and walked back in he looked at me and smiled while closing the door "hey why are you up?" he said "I can't sleep" I said he came over and sat down next to me "why?" he said he smelled of cigarets "Justin got home and he won't talk with me" I said "I know I picked him up" he said "where were he?" I said "at a bar" he said "yeah I thought I smelled alcohol" I said "I think he's depressed" he said "I would be to"i said "but i think it's better that way because you two can't have a child not when the chef is here he took you in over three years then imagine him doing that with your child" he said "i know but one day he will be gone and then I can but not with Justin" I said "what about adoption?" he said "no Justin wants his own" I said "oh" he said and Niall came down "what are you guys doing up?" he said he only had a pair of short pants "I got Justin home" Zayn said "okay" he said and sat on Zayns side "why are you up?" Zayn said "I cant sleep" he said "in getting something to drink" Zayn said and walked in the kitchen so me and Niall were left alone we looked at each other i looked away "I'm sorry about what happened today" he said I looked at him is he serious? "it's Justin you have to say that to" I said "I know and I have but you also wanted to have kids" he said Zayn came back in with three sodas he sat down he handled us them I took mine and put it on the table "aren't you gonna drink it?" Zayn said "no I don't drink soda in the morning" I said "why? it's the same as when you drink it in the day" Niall said "I just dont" I said "come on" Zayn said while taking it and held it in front of me "no thanks" I said "please?" he said I took it and they both smiled "is this light?" I said "does there stand light?" Niall said I looked at it "no" I said "no it isn't light" he said I opened it and drank a little bit of it "no drink more" Zayn said "I can't drink more" I said "yes you can" Niall said "no I cant" I chuckled while putting it on the table again "such a girl" Niall said "what do you mean by that?" I said "that you girls can't drink like guys" Niall said "excuse me?" I said "yeah I said it you can't drink faster than me because your a girl" he said I knew what they were doing they wanted me to drink it" yes I can" I said "okay let's see who drinks it fastest" Zayn said I nodded and took the soda again "ready go!" he said and we all drank oh god it feels weird it bubbled a lot I finely gave in "I can't do it" I sand put the soda back on the table I looked at them Niall then put his down "done" he said and then Zayn we laughed "your also guys" I said "I told you" Niall said "I beat you in running" I said "you also run everyday" he said "okay let's settle this" Zayn said "in FIFA" he said "no I already lost to Louis" I said "yeah to Louis not us" Niall said they sat on the ground I sat in between them Zayn turned the game on first me and Zayn he got the ball and started to run with it I ran after Him I got the ball from him and ran with it he was close to get it several I scored "yes!" I said now it was Niall's turn he got the ball he ran past me I tried to take it but he was really fast I finely got it and scored "yaay!" I said while taking my hands in the air "alright every one can win in this ga-" Zayn stopped talking and looked t the stairs I looked to "hey buddy how are you?" Zayn said to Justin he just walked past us and in the kitchen I got up and walked in the kitchen he took a painkiller "why don't you talk to us?" I said he looked at me "didn't I say you had to go back to sleep?" he said "I can't sleep" I said "I don't want you down here!" he said and put the glass down "why?" I said "I just don't want it!"he said and took my hand he pulled me with him we walked out "goodnight" Niall said "goodnight" I said we walked upstairs and into my room he let go and crawled in bed "you coming?" he said "no" I said and crossed my arms "what?" he said "nothing" I said and crawled in bed I moved closer to him his back was facing me I took my arm around him he moved away "why are you like that?" I said and let my hand lift me so I looked at him "can't I just get some sleep!?" he said I laid back down "don't yell" I said while turning around i don't want him to be drunk he's always mad and angry and in actually really scared cuz I heard a lot of these girls their boyfriends hit them when they're drunk and they're scared to leave them I stopped the thoughts and fell asleep

THE NEXT DAY

I woke up to Justin walking in the bathroom I just saw him close the door I really didn't want to get up but I have to I can't sit in bed I sat up and got out of the bed I walked over to my closet I took a pair of jeans and a sweater it's a little cold today Justin came back out he looked at me I walked past him and in the bathroom "no goodmorning or a kiss?" he said I ignored him I took my clothes off "that's fine I'm fine thanks for asking!" he said "I didn't ask" I said while taking the sweater on "is it that hard to ask?" He said "I'm just acting like how you were acting yesterday" I said and took my jeans on I took my make up out and put it on as I always did i took the brush and brushed my I put it back and opened the door Justin was taking a pair of pants on "where is the painkillers?" he said and buttoned his pants "in the kitchen" I said while walking out "could you get me some?" he said I nodded and walked out I walked downstairs the guys sat down and eat eggs "goodmorning" Niall said and smiled are we friends now? "goodmorning" I said and smile back I walked out to the kitchen I looked at the calendar it's valentines day tomorrow I wonder what Justin have planned I smiled at the thought I found the painkillers and a glass of water I walked back out I walked upstairs and in to Justin he was in the bathroom fixing his hair I walked in to him I handled him them "thanks" he said I turned around "where you going?" he said "downstairs" I said and looked at him "okay" he said after he swallowed the pill I started to walk again I walked out an downstairs Niall wasn't here either is Liam I sat down next to Zayn "what are you watching?" I said "the walking dead" he said "okay?" I said"Y/N your phone!!" Justin yelled from upstairs I got up and ran upstairs Niall came around the corner with Liam I ran straight in him so we fell on the ground "god!" he said while falling I looked in his eyes "stop stepping in front of me" I said "stop running" he said I got up Justin Stood at the door looking at us Liam helped Niall up I took the phone from Justin's hand "hello?" I said "hi it's Annett your doctor" she said "hi Annett" I said an Justin looked at me "so we've been talking and you guys really want kids so there's this where other guys give them their sperm so you can get pregnant if you would like that?" she said "ehm no thanks" I said "okay well we're here if you change your mind" she said "okay bye" I said and hanged up "what did she want?" Justin said "just that because we really want a child and we could get a other guy to you know help me" I said "what?" he said "he's going to make me pregnant" I said "no way!!"he said "I said we didn't want to" I said "good" he said "I need to go out" he said and walked out I followed him "where?" I said as we walked downstairs "just out" he said "but we haven't even talked that much" I said while he took his jacket "later" he said and walked out i stared at the door in some time why are he pushing away from him? I know it's hard news but we can talk "you okay?" Liam said from the couch I looked at him they all looked at me i nodded when I wasn't I walked back upstairs "you wanna talk!?" Zayn said when I got upstairs i didn't answer him I walked in my room it's valentines day tomorrow and I hope we can do something together I sat on the edge of the bed just looking down at my feet I sighed I think he's soon breaking up with me I can't take it if he does I felt the tears coming up to my eyes someone knocked on the door Zayn and Niall walked in "hey" they said with calm voices "what are you doing?" Zayn said ''watching tv" I said they looked at the tv "shouldn't it be on then?" Niall said

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