Justin Bieber- heartbreaker

I kissed your bestfriend

I looked at Justin and then on the other guys they looked at the door and then back on me I looked at the ground "I never got the chance to ask but are you back together?" Harry said "yeah" Justin said "I owe Niall money" Harry said "me to" Louis said I made a little laugh it was kind of fun that they are betting on us I looked up and saw them smiling to me "sorry" I said and looked down again "no it's okay" Liam said Justin lifted my head up with his finger "look up" he said I smiled to him he smiled back he let go and looked at the tv "hey isn't there that basketball game today at five?" Liam said Justin looked at him "yeah that's right we have to go" Justin said "let's buy the tickets Y/N you got a laptop?" Louis said I shook my head as a no and looked back down "look up" Justin said an lifted my head again "I got one in the apartment" Justin said and got up I took his hand "can I come with you?" I said he looked down at me and then on the guys "it's just fast they gonna stay here and watch you" Justin said I let go of his hand he gave me a kiss on my forehead and walked away I looked at him until he walked out I looked at the guys they looked at me I looked back on the ground I really just hate eye contact with some people I don't hate I'm just a little bit scared "here we go" Justin said an came in with the laptop he sat there were he sat before and the guys came and sat at his side he got on the internet and searched the tickets "here they still there okay-" Justin got cut off by a phone calling "sorry" Liam said and took his phone "hello?" he said "okay so it's nothing that's great!" Liam said "we are getting tickets to the basketball game" he said "okay I think it's fine let me just ask" he said "Y/N you wanna come to?" he said "no thanks" I said "okay because Niall he don't want either so he can watch her?" Liam said to Justin "okay" Justin said I took his hand "Y/N you cant be scared of Niall he's..... Niall" Justin said and they laughed "please dont" I whispered and squeezed a little more his hand "princes it's only one hour" Justin said "two hours" Liam said "two hours and he won't do anything" Justin said i looked back down and let go of his hand "okay Niall you gonna watch her" Liam said "sorry it was funny" he said "okay bye" he said and hanged up "okay so it's five tickets" Justin said I got up and walked in the bedroom I closet the door after me I crawled in bed an took the blanket on I haven't tried this tv before I turned it on and got comfortable I watched mtv Justin came in "hey princes" he said and closet the door "hi" I said he came and laid on the bed next to me "what are you watching?" he said "I don't know" I said and turned it off I turned around he took his arm around me he kissed my neck "you mad?" he said in between the kisses "no" I said and took my shoulder up so he couldn't kiss me "yes you are" he said "listen Niall won't even hurt a fly he was one time on the stage and there were a bug he got scared it" Justin said "im not mad" I said "it's just two hours I promise you it's going to be fun" he said "alright!" I said and raised my voice "I'm sorry I didn't mean to raise my voice" I said "what? I don't care" he said and pulled me into him I made I little laugh he kissed my chin "love you" he said "Justin we have to leave!!" Liam yelled "already?" I said "yeah we are going to get something to eat" he said "is Niall here!?" he yelled "yeah he's on the couch!!" Liam yelled "okay just a second!!" Justin yelled an got up he walked over to my side and gave me a kiss this time it wasn't a passionately kiss but more rough in it I kissed back "bye love you" he said and walked "love you to have fun" I said he walked out I sighed "have fun bye" I hear Niall say and a door close I got up and walked in the bathroom I was about to close the door I saw Niall I fast closet the door and locked it I sat down on the floor my back leaned on the door I didn't want to go out to him what's wrong with me how can I be scared of them? I looked around in the bathroom an sighed I just wanted Justin to come back again I played with my hair it was really boring here I saw that Justin have put his toothbrush and razor in here I heard a lot about girls cutting them self because they hurt? I got up and looked at his razor he got the razor blades right next to it I took one and looked at how sharp it is should I try? I sat on the floor again I laid my hand rest on my leg i put the razor blade on my hand and cut I hurt really bad I closet my eyes and tilted my head the pain started to fell good I looked down at it the blood dropped down my hand just one cut more I cut one more cut on my other hand "ah" I said quiet "Y/N you alright?" Niall said "yeah" I said "you've been in there a long time" he said this actually feel really good I got up and looked at the ground there were blood on the ground I better clean that up I turned the cold water on an took my hand under it "ah" I said a little higher it hurt I got the blood off and it stopped bleeding I took a towel an dried my arms from water "Justin she's been there in like half an hour I think something's wrong" Niall said "I have she just said yeah" he said again I took some paper and dried the blood up I flushed the paper no one can know I did this but now they can see I cut myself I shouldn't had cut that low "no just stay I got this" Niall said "Justin I wanna show her I'm not a bad guy" Niall said I unlocked the door and walked out "she's out now have fun" Niall said and hanged up he smiled to me I looked down "what happened with you arm?" Niall said and pointed at the cuts I hid my arms behind my back "nothing" I said "okay" Niall said and walked out he took his phone up on his ear before he closet the door I was lucky I fast took a long shirt I took it on and laid down on the bed I turned the tv on and started to watch cake boss "Justin I swear I think she's cutting" I heard Niall say oh no.. "no I didn't see blood but I really think she is" he said he talked quiet but I still could hear him "she has cuts on her wrist" he said "alright" and my door knocked "bye Justin someone knocked on the door" he said and I heard him get up "hey!" he said "what?" he said "you dumped me" he said who's he talking with? "no I'm sorry but I got a girlfriend?" he said what? "okay two seconds" he said I heard foot steps coming over to me he looked nervous "Y/N can I borrow you?" he said I got up "just play along" he whispered while holding my hand we walked over to the front door and there stood a girl "is that your girlfriend?" she said girlfriend? what? "yeah" he said "really cuz I've been seeing her around with Justin?" she said who is she? "she is my girlfriend they are really good friends" he said what's going on "then kiss her" she said what?! he looked down at me "o-okay" he said he took a deep breath and leaned in and kissed me what!? I'm just lost right now! I kissed back if this had to look like a relationship then I have to do it right "okay okay! I get it bye Niall!!" she said really mad Niall pulled away she walked away and he closet the door "this never happened" he said I nodded "I'm sorry but she's my ex it took me months to get her to break up with me and I don't want her back" he said "okay" I said he's been starring at my arms in a long time I hid them behind my back when I saw he looked at them "Justin's on his way" he said and looked me in the eyes "no" I said "yes he is" he said "why he had to be away in two more hours" I said I can't let him see the scars "but he is coming earlier" he said I walked back in the bedroom and closet the door I need a plan it can't let him see them I looked at them it's just getting worse and worse I took a deep breath "hey!" I heard Justin say "where is the rest?" Niall said "they took over to the game I'm leaving soon I'm just gonna check on her" Justin said he came in and I hid my arms behind my back "hey" I said "hi princes" he said he sounded like he been running "so what's going on?" I said "I just came to check on you" he said while walking closer I backed up every time he took a step "I'm fine" I said I bumped in the wall I looked at the wall and back on Justin he was close to me "is there something you wanna talk with me about?" he said I looked down "no" I said "sure?" He said I nodded "can I see your arms and hands?" he said "no" I said and looked up at him "come on" he said and smiled i shook my head "okay I just have to use the bathroom" he said and walked in the bathroom he came back out with his razor and razor blades "what are you doing?" I said "nothing bye!" he said and walked out the bedroom is he mad? "bye Niall watch her" Justin said "sure bye have fun!" Niall said I heard a front door open and close I walked over to the door I looked at Niall he saw me and smiled I smiled back and walked over to him I sat down next to him Niall ain't that bad he looked at me "what are you watching?" I said "just the game" he said and looked at the tv i let my head rest on his shoulder "is it alright I do this?" I said "yeah ofcours" he said I yawned I was really sleepy I closet my eyes and feel asleep

TWO HOURS AFTER

I woke up to Niall's phone calling I looked one time my head was on his lap he did see that I woke up I closet my eyes again "hi" he said "yeah she's right here and guess what she's sleeping next to me and she acted all normal" he said "no I moved her she kept falling so I just placed her head on my lap" he said "okay now?" he said "alright I will check" he said and I could feel him take my arm I opened my eyes "what are you doing?" I said and sat up "nothing" he said "Yeah" he said "okay hurry bye" he said and hanged up I rubbed my eyes and got up I stretched I walked in the kitchen I looked at the scars they started to not be red anymore but I started to see the scar more that's not good "the guys are on their way!" Niall said "okay!" I said I sighed if Justin finds out He's going to be mad I think? "what's up!" I heard Liam say "who won?" Niall said "them" Zayn said they can't already be here? "where's Y/N?" Justin said "in the kitchen" Niall said "hey" Justin said while coming in "hi" I said "I just got a hundred dollars richer" he said "cool" I said and looked up at him "something's wrong?" he said yeah I kissed your best friend "no" I said technical I kissed him before and Justin knows that so I don't think it hurts "here give me a kiss" he said and got closer he kissed me I kissed back I put my hand behind his neck and Justin fast took my hand and took my shirts arm up he looked down at it "what did you do!?" he said I took my hand back "nothing it's a paper cut" I said he took my other hand "a paper cut that looks likes the other cut" he said I took my arm back "why are you cutting yourself!?" he said "I'm not cutting myself!" I said and walked past him I walked in the bedroom "im just asking i don't want my girlfriend cutting herself!!'' Justin yelled while following me "I'm not cutting!!" I yelled at him "we should go" Zayn said "no stay" Justin said "what's that on your wrist then!!" he yelled "paper cut!!" I yelled back "paper don't cut that deep!!" he yelled "well this paper does!!" I yelled back and crossed my arms