Justin Bieber- heartbreaker

Suicide

And they walked away but on their way away I heard Niall say "I thought I heard someone but it was just a bird?" I made sure they weren't here and I climbed down I removed the dirt from my pants and I ran out from all the threes and back to the field I looked and It wasn't dark anymore I could see the city on the other side but I had to run if I have to make it the field are really big and around it are there threes so I have to run now I checked one last time and I ran I looked back there weren't anyone when I ran I saw deer oh it looked cute I finely came over i looked on the street to see if they were there they weren't I walked out from the Forrest and onto the the street I walked normally I saw a café and thinked I can go in for a cop of coffee I looked around before I walked over the street I reached the door and walked In I was the only one I got a cop of coffee and sat in the corner looking at all the people who walk by first a cute couple who was holding hands and smiling then a business women who screams in the phone and then a mom and her daughter came walking by I smiled at them they looked happy but even the happiest person are the saddest people I drank some of my coffee I looked down at my hand there were the man cut me it's just another bad memory I heard one sit down I looked up really afraid of who it was I looked at the person wow he was really hot pretty blond hair it sat perfectly and his eyes were blue like really blue he had a nice style "hello" he said with a smile I smiled to him "hi" I said quiet "is it alright I sit here?" he said he had a really sweet British accent "yeah ofcours" I said "can I know your name"he said and put his bag on the ground "my name is Y/N and yours?" I said "I'm Peter" he said "so Y/N how old are you?" he said "I'm 19" I said "I'm 20 years old" he said I smiled to him "why are such a beautiful girl sitting here alone?" he said while drinking from his coffee "I don't know" I said and looked down I can't tell him what happened I just met him "what about you?" I said "I'm here to meet an old friend his name is Harry" he said and my heart stopped "Harry in like Harry Styles?" I said "yeah he should actually be here in some minutes" he said I had to go now "I'm sorry but I have to leave now" I said and got up "wait can't I get your number" he said "no sorry" I said and fast got out i walked on the street and tried to walk fast I looked back and saw Harry walk he was on his way in the café he looked at me and I fast looked away he starred at me I looked one more time and saw he was calling one while he looked at me he ended the call and he started to follow me he walked past the people I started to run and he ran to i ran to the left and ran some blocks and the longer I ran the more scarier the place get I looked back and Harry wasn't there anymore now no one was on the street and all the apartments were closet and in their windows were holes In them I hold around myself looking everywhere every time I heard a sound I got scared the sun was still up but this place were dark there graffiti on the walls I wanted to go home I saw some stone stairs I walked over to them and sat down I dropped some tears I won't ever get a normal life I really hate everything am I even worth living for I mean why am I here when I don't have someone and I'm like animal in a cage I can't get out or something then why do I even live I been raped a lot in one day I been close to die my first love can't I see anymore like my life is a burning hell I looked to the side and saw there were and edge I walked over there I looked down it was long way down I cried more I know I want to do this I got nobody I crawled over the fences and hold around it ready to jump I looked up at the sky "goodbye" I said while dropping tears