I lost him

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"It's better this way we can't keep doing this" I said and looked him in the eyes his eyes got darker it started to rain "don't say it I can't live without you" he said "I'm sorry" I said and turned around I walked towards the door I was to broken to look back I dropped some tears I reached the car "Y/N wait!!" Justin yelled we both were wet I turned around he stood behind me he kissed me a passionately and long kiss "you forgot the goodbye kiss" he said I smiled to him and turned around I got in the car I closet the door I looked up at Justin he looked down at me he was wet "drive" my daddy said I looked at Justin and dropped a tear we drove of I looked at Justin until I couldn't see him anymore "I'm sorry princes but I can't let you my little angel be with a devil" he said i looked at him "he's not the devil!" I said "yeah yeah just hate me but it's best for you Cody is going to stay at us tonight" he said "so?" I said "give him another chance" he said "no I don't want him I want Justin!" I said we stopped I looked out the window "did you move?" I said we stood out from a big house "no we gonna live here in a year" he said "but it's not that far away from where Justin lives" I said he nodded that's great I can meet up with Justin I walked out I dried the tears away this isn't the goodbye I was about to take the suitcase but the guy took it we walked up to the house I walked in and ofcours old fashion he loves old things "hi Y/N!" Cody said and came over to me he hugged me I didn't hug back "get away" I said he got off "don't mind her Cody she's just mad" my daddy said I looked at him "wheres my room?" I said "the maid gonna show you" he said and a maid came up to me she took my suitcase "no I got it" I said and took it I followed her upstairs and into a big room with kingsized bed mirrors a walk in closet and a makeup table "thank you" I said to the maid she walked out I put my suitcase on the bed I looked out the window it wasn't that far down I took my phone and called Justin "hello?" a dark raspy voice said "Justin?" I said "Y/N?" he said "yeah" i said "I mis you already" he said I closet the door "I miss you to" I said "Justin
We can meet up" I said "we can!?"
He said "yeah we don't live that far away from you is there a place where we can meet?" I said "there a pizza place really close" he said "okay I know where it is" I said we drove past it when I left Justin "but your dad?" Justin said "I'm saying I'm going out" I said knock knock beauty" Cody said "go away Cody!" I said "Cody!" Justin yelled "oh princes we two gonna get married someday" he said and walked over to me "never I won't marry a douce like you" I said "you can't leave me now your dad wants us together and not that Bieber guy" He said "go away!" I said and pushed him out of the room "I'm going to kill him" Justin said "no need to if he's going to nag me I do it" I said he laughed "let's meet up right away" Justin said "I can't need to sleep he will never let me out" I said and looked out the window "okay I have to try to sleep with out you" he said "you got a laptop?" he said "yeah" I said and walked over to the table were it was on "great skype?" he said "yeah I just have to say goodnight to my daddy so he won't come in" I said "okay bye princes" he said "bye" I said and hanged up I put the laptop on the bed and walked out I found his room "goodnight daddy love you" I said and gave him a kiss on his forehead "goodnight princes" he said I walked back out I ran into my room I closet the door and fast changed to a tanktop and shorts I didn't have my pj yet so I'm just taking that I laid on the bed and took the laptop on my side so it looked like we were right next to each other I called Justin and took the blanket over me he took it right away he was also laying down "hi princes" he said I smiled "hi" I said "miss you" he said "miss you to" I said "how we gonna do this?" he said "I'm gonna get out and we can meet up" I said "no we can't keep doing that" he said "I know but we gonna figure it out tomorrow" I said "okay sleep well princes and I'm staying on if you get nightmare you can wake me up" he said and smiled I smiled back "goodnight" I said and closet my eyes I fell asleep

THE NEXT DAY

I woke up to Justin talking to me I looked at the screen he smiled to me I smiled back "goodmorning beautiful"he said "goodmorning"i said I sat up and took the laptop on my lap "so we gonna meet up?" Justin said I nodded "okay get down there now" he said "okay well let me first get some new clothes on" I said "okay love you princes bye" he said "love you to" I said and he hanged up I got up and stretched I looked in my suitcase I found my sports clothes I'm saying I'm going out for a run I took the sports bra on and the shorts I walked in the bathroom with my makeup bag in my hand I put it on the sink I put mascara and lipgloss on I put my hair in a pony tail I took a deep breath and walked out I walked in my daddy's room he wasn't there I walked down stairs Cody and him were talking i walked down to him I hugged him "goodmorning" he said "goodmorning" I said "where you going?" Cody said I looked at him "daddy an I go for a run?" I said he nodded "thank you" I said i had my phone in my hand I walked out the door and started to run it was nice cold outside it was still morning I think it was ten? so the pizza place have open I ran and ran I missed it so much I finely started to see the place I ran fast I looked back no one was there great i stopped and walked Justin and the guys were there Justin was looking on his phone and the guys talked to him but he didn't listen I walked in and Justin looked up and smile he ran over to me and hugged me ''I missed you so much!" he said and gave me a kiss "missed you to" I said we walked over to the table "hey guys" I said and sat down "hi" they said Niall was on his phone he didn't even look up is he still mad? I took my phone up Justin talked with the guys 'mad at me?:(' I wrote to Niall he got the text he looked up at me and back at his phone he started to write 'no' he wrote back 'yes you are' I wrote 'no stop writing or even talk to me' he wrote I looked at him he looked at me okay I put the phone in my pocket again "what do you like?" Justin said I looked at him "huh?" I said "what do you girls most like fancy or bad boy?" Justin said "I don't know I liked fancy but I think that girls like bad boys more than fancy" I said "told you" Justin said to Harry Justin held my hand under the table I smiled to him he smiled back my phone vibrated I looked it was my daddy "shh" I said and took it "hi daddy" I said "hi sweetie Cody is staying here for a week" he said "daddy I don like him he's creepy" I said "how can you love him and then hate him?" he said "I just hate him he always after me and I just hate him" I said "well I really think you two fit together" he said "got together? you must be joking? Cody is to fancy for me what do he do surf and he always keep his arms behind his back who does that?" I said Justin looked at me i smiled to him "I don't want you to be with Justin" he said "but daddy-" he cut me off "understand?" he said "yeah" I said "so when you coming home?" he said "I don't know late I really wanna run so if I'm late don't stay up" I said "late? how long you gonna run?" he said "I don't know?" I said "fine you better be home before ten" he said "okay bye" I said and hanged up "so?" Justin said "I have to be home before ten" I said "he treats you like your fourteen" Justin said "better than a nine year old" I said and looked at Justin he looked down "hey do one of you know how to bake a cake?" Niall said "no why?" Harry said "I need to know how cuz I really wanna learn it" he said "well y/N is great at baking" Liam said "and we will be there next to you and helping you" Justin said "you wanna learn me how to bake?" Niall said I ignored him and took the menu up and pretended I was reading it "princes?" Justin said I looked at him "you wanna learn Niall how to bake a cake?" he said I shook my head "okay" Justin said "why do you really wanna learn how to bake a cake?" Zayn said "I just wanna okay" Niall said "okay relax" Louis said I put the menu back down "so what are we gonna do all day?" Justin said "go home and do the things we always do" Louis said "yeah be lazy" I said my phone rang again I took it "what now?" I said it was my daddy "I just wanted to tell you that we got you a horse you never saw her yesterday she's in the backyard and there's like a beached behind the wood it's safe" he said "thank you I love you!" I said "so you coming home now?" he said I looked at Justin he was talking with the guys "I don't know maybe" I said "okay bye" he said I hanged up Justin looked at me "what did he want now?" he said "I got a horse" I said "oh" he said and looked down "so your leaving?" he said "I really wan-" he cut me off "no it's fine just go" he said "I don't wanna go if your gonna get mad at me" I said "I'm not mad at you" he said and looked up at me with a fake smile "I'm gonna stay" I said "great now you gonna hate me" he said "what I didn't say anything" I said "this now they use to get in a big fight" Harry whispered to Zayn they laughed we looked at them "not funny" Liam said and they stopped laughing "no but your eyes showed it" he said "you don't want me here?" I said "no I really do but if a horse is better then go" he said "no I wanna stay" I said "then stay" Zayn said "it's not that hard" Harry said "if that's why you two always fight then it's stupid"Liam said "well should we go home?" Justin said I nodded we got up and I looked out the window Cody walked in "shit" I said and hid behind Justin they looked at him "well look who's that Y/N your dad won't be happy" Cody said "go away Cody and stop following her" Justin said "just to let you know her dad will always like me better than you and he knows who's best for her" Cody said Justin held my hand I walked to his side "Cody why can't you just get it I don't like you! and my daddy can't say who I can be with!" I said "I'm calling your dad" he said and took his phone up "no!" I said and took his phone Justin took it and put it in his pocket "give me my phone dude!" he said they laughed "dude" Liam said "no leave us alone it's none of your business" Justin said my daddy came in "shit" I said and let go of Justin's hand "daddy I can explain" I said he took my hand and pulled me with him I looked back at Justin the guys were holding him "no Justin it's her dad!" Zayn yelled I looked back at road "I don't want you to be with him I want you to be with a good guy" he said while walking over to the car Cody came out I got lose "stop being like that I'm 22 I'm not a child" I said and walked back Cody grabbed my hand and pulled me back to him Justin and the guys came out "let go of her!!" Justin yelled and ran over to me Cody let go "Y/N get back here!" my daddy yelled "no!" I yelled back Justin took my hand "I'm getting my stuff I don't want you if your like that!" I yelled "fine but I won't be here when you come back!!" he yelled and got in the car with Cody the drove of and I dropped a tear I'm going to miss him he's my daddy "princes" Justin said and hugged me he gave me a kiss on my forehead I dried the tears away "can we go home?" I said Justin nodded he took my hand and we all started to walk over to their van "can we walk?" I said to Justin he nodded "we're going to walk guys" Justin said "okay be careful Liam said they drove of and we walked "I'm sorry about your dad" Justin said "don't be he didn't want us to be together and he still thinks I'm a child" I said "your nine year old for me" Justin said trying to get me in a better mood I hit his arm he laughed "just kidding" he said and took his arm around me "I miss Ashley" I said "me to" he said "I miss her Ben doe she hates me" I said Justin laughed "she doesn't hate you your just worrying to much" he said "yeah your right" I said "but what if I get pregnant and my baby doesn't liken me" I said "I'm sure when the time comes the child will love you" he said I smiled at the ground "so why that clothes?" he said "oh I said to him I was going out for a run" I said "okay but you didn't take all your clothes with you" he said "yeah then you could bring them to me if it didn't work out" I said "your a clever girl you know that?" he said I nodded he laughed "so you wanna hear me sing?" he said "yeah" I said "okay I think we can get that to happen" he said "yay" I said "we are here" Justin said I looked up and saw the house we walked over to the house and in the door Justin took his jacket off and hang it and his keys his phone rang he looked at it and then on me "hello" he said "now but-"he said "alright Y/N I'm going upstairs stay here" he said "okay where is the guys?" I said "I don't know" he said and Niall came in "where is the guys?" Justin asked "they went over to buy something" he said "okay" Justin said and was about to walk upstairs Justin took my Han and pulled me with him we got upstairs and We walked over to Harry's room "no don't talk just two seconds" Justin said he had his phone on his ear "Y/N stay here just two seconds" he said and gave me a kiss "can't I get some new clothes?" I said he sighed "just two seconds" he said "alright" I said and sat in the edge of Harry's bed Justin walked out he didn't close the door but I could hear him walk downstairs he didn't close the door I sighed and looked around the room I looked at the door again Niall walked past the door he looked up before he walked away he walked back and looked at me and walked again Justin came up again "Y/N I have to go" Justin said while walking in "why?" I said "a friend need me"he said not a friend but the chef I nodded "so you gonna be alone with Niall in some hours and promise me you won't do anything" he said and took my hand I nodded "great I have to hurry" he said and gave me a kiss he walked out and into Niall's room he sticked his head in I walked in our room I found some clothes just a tank top and a pair of shorts I walked back out while putting my hair in a pony tail I walked downstairs "bye!" Justin said while walking downstairs I looked at him "bye" I said he walked out and closet the door i sat on the couch and turned the tv on i heard my phone call from upstairs I ran over to the stairs I ran upstairs Niall came from the corner and in front of me he didn't see me we both fell on the ground "wow!" he said while falling

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