i can't live without you (A frank iero and gerard way fan fiction *frerard*)

chapter 5

okay i'm sorry about how long this has been i can't explain how happy,excited i was when i saw it had like 100 reads :3 anyways there soo much more and i really don't know why i hadn't put it on here.. sorry anyways i will be writing it more so yeah =]

The next morning I felt franks arm around me and I could hear voices.

“That’s just a little disturbing” ray said

“Not really ray” bob said

“Don’t you guys remember how down Gerard had been before this? He almost killed himself! Frank makes him happy” mikey said.

“As long don’t hear them ‘making themselves happy’” ray said with a laugh.

I pushed frank’s arm off me and he groaned. I opened my eyes and there stood bob, ray and mikey staring at me and frank. I got up and pushed frank so he would wake up and went into the kitchen and made some coffee. They just followed me silently none of us knowing what to say. Surely they would have expected this wouldn’t they?

 Later that day we walked to Starbucks, frank and I were walking slightly behind the rest of the guys. I kept looking around seeing if anyone could tell me where more than friends. I guess it was just my paranoia. Frank noticed to and sighed “no one can tell gee. Calm down” he said laughing at me. I laughed too “I’m just worried About everyone’s reaction’s”

He sighed “ don’t worry about it” we walked past a stand with magazines on it. I looked at one of them and froze. Their was a picture of me and frank on the front page. A picture of me and frank kissing on the rooftop. Frank stopped and stared at it as well “fuck!” he swore. I couldn’t say anything I was in shock. How could they have gotten that?! The guys stopped walking and looked at us confused they walked back to us and saw the photo. Suddenly mikey had grabbed my arm and was steering me away. Before I realised it we were sitting in Starbucks. I put my head in my hands and then a cup of coffee was pushed in front of me. I picked it up gladly and started drinking. They were all looking at me worriedly and even talking to me but I couldn’t hear them I could just see their lips moving.

“Gerard come on” I heard frank’s voice as he waved his hand in front of my face.  Isuddenly could hear everything again. “is he okay?” mikey asked I gritted my teeth it was like I wasn’t here.

“I’m fine” I said a little annoyed

“you like went into shock” bob said

“I just don’t know how they got that picture” I said “now everyone will find out” then I remembered something “oh fuck! We have that interview tomorrow. Shit they’re going to ask questions about this” I sighed and put my head in my hands again.

“Gee don’t worry about it. Everyone was going to find out eventually. Who gives a fuck what everyone else thinks” he said holding my hand under the table.

I looked up and everyone was smiling at me encouragingly “I know but I just can’t talk about it, I won’t” I said

“It needs to be explained the article was about how we were cheating on our girlfriends” he scoffed “at least that needs to be cleared up”

 “Wait did you tell Jamia?” I asked

“No. Oh shit she’s going to freak” frank said laughing “You told Lindsey?”

“Yeah she knew something was up and she wouldn’t let me leave without telling her. And I couldn’t lie to her. Wait does Jamia know Your bi?”

“Yeah I told her a while ago. She didn’t care” he looked up at the others “I’m sorry I didn’t say anything. I was freaking out about what you guys would think but then I saw gee about to jump off that building and none of that shit mattered anymore”

“It’s okay frank. And we wouldn’t have cared” Mikey said.

“I know but yeah” frank said then he turned back to me “gee all this will be fine. Everyone will get over it. We just need to keep focused on the tour” he said.

“Yeah that’s right” ray agreed

I sighed “fine.”  We finished our coffees then walked back to the tour bus and just lazed about. Then we turned on the TV and Entertainment Tonight came on. I froze when I saw a picture of me and frank kissing came up on the screen. It was suddenly very awkward in the room. I didn’t want ot hear anything they had top say but I knew I needed to.

“Now for the latest story the lead singer of my chemical romance Gerard way and the guitarist frank iero have been spotted kissing on a rooftop yesterday before their concert. Just a couple of days ago they were in with their girlfriends”

The reporter said suddenly the TV was suddenly turned off I felt numb. Before I knew it I had stood up and was walking to the bedroom I closed the door behind me. I couldn’t handle talking to anyone now. I pu8t my iPod and just blocked out everything else but the music. I didn’t know how much time had passed when frank came into my room. I sighed and paused my music then saw what the time was. It was 11:00 everyone would be asleep. Oh shit I thought would frank be expecting what happened last night?

 It must have been clear on my face because frank said “don’t worry gee I understand” and he came and laid next to me. “it’s late” he said I put my ipod on the stand next to the bed and stared at him. he laid there his eyes closed I turned off the light I couldn’t help but thinking how close he was how easy it would be to…I shook my head no not with everything that’s going on at the moment.

“night frank” I said awkwardly

He chuckled “night gee” and then I fell asleep.