i can't live without you (A frank iero and gerard way fan fiction *frerard*)

Chapter 10

Okay. i know. i know. i am so so so sorry for not updating this in like over a eyar. but here we go. finally! i really think the part of the story will be good.. so. it might make up for it? (i doubt it)

anyway, here we go!

btw: i do have  part of the next chapter written.. and i  have for a while, but i had to edit this one. so.

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Mikey helped me pack the car. Frank, ray, mikey bob and I were taking a vacation.  We were going in separate cars as mikey and I were meeting some relatives and were staying there for a couple of days, before movine on to the resort.  Bob was coming in our car as well because he didn't want to be in a confined space with frank for  5 hours. Frank and ray were going to meet us at the resort. No fans would be there and we could just relax. 

I kissed frank goodbye, much to the other guys distaste and we set off in different directions.

'it's only a couple of days, it's only a couple of days' I kept repeating in my head, I had never been away from frank that long. On tour we were all in each others space, then frank and I lived together I've never been away from him even this long.  

Bob was driving and mikey was already asleep sprawled out on the back seat. His legs curled up, as he was too tall.  We had to drive all day then get a motel then drive all day tomorrow to finally get there. Honestly fuck donna's ideas. I've never met these relatives before and a 2 days drive was to much just to meet them. 

I must have fallen asleep because bob was shaking me awake it was dark and the car was stopped outside a motel. I groaned and got up feeling groggy.

Franks pov (yay!)

Ray was driving and I put a misfits CD in and put it on full ball and ray and I were singing along loudly.  After a 5 hour drive we finally got a motel, we would only have to drive about 4 hour to get the resort. It would be great, relaxing and there wouldn't be anyone there but us.

When we were about half an hour away from the resort, so ray an I stopped in town. We arrived at a big mall, and we just walked around for a while, going into music shops.

As we were leaving we passed a jewellery store, with big signs about sales, and engagement rings.  Without a second thought, I walked in. "frank what the hell are you doing?" ray asked following me into the store, looking uncomfortable.

I ignored ray, and walked up to the counter, where a dyed blonde woman was standing, looking bored. She immediately stood up straighter, and looked up at me, as I approached.

"what can I do for you?" she asked, sweetly. Fake.

My mind was running at 100miles an hour,

"umm, I want an engagement ring" I said, hesitantly. Trying to sound confident.

The girl immediately smiled wider, waiting for me to spend tons of money on a ring,

"there's some really nice rings, this way" she said walking off. I looked over to ray he just stared at me, I had no idea what he thought.

I  then realised the shop assistant had the wrong idea, when she lead us to rings with huge diamonds and stones in them.

She looked at me expectantly to start looking at them, and choose one. 

"oh.. umm. I'm looking for a ring.. for a guy" I said hesitantly. The shop assistant looked shocked for a second before composing herself, and leading us to another part of the shop. she really seemed determined to get my money. 

Ray and I left the shop, me with a gold engagement ring in a box, in my pocket. 

"so.. You're serious about this?" he asked as we got into the car.

"I did it on a whim.. I guess.. But yes. I am.. I just know I am.. We are ready for this. "

Ray and I continued to drive to the resort in silence. Something was bugging him. I almost didn't want to ask. I knew it had something to do with me and Gerard maybe getting married.

We got to the resort and settled into the big cabin. And had 4 rooms. And,  was away from all the others. There was a outdoor, but covered spa, and near the beach. There was only a couple of cabins near ours, and were assured they were far away, so we wouldn't be disturbed by fans. We loved being recognised. But sometimes we needed a break.

"ray. What is wrong.  I know something is. If me and Gerard getting married makes you angry I'm sorry but.."

He cut me off " no. it's not that. I'm really happy for you too. I truly mean that.  It's just….. I'm really lonely. Like, you and Gerard are perfect, Mikey is getting serious with Alicia.  Bob is okay with being alone. But.. I just can't deal with everyone having someone, and I'm still.. Just me."

"oh.. Ray. I never realised.. You could have said something to any of us"

"Well.. No offence frank, but I'm a guy… Not one of you"

"and what exactly do you mean by that?" I said pretending to be offended but I was smiling. Gerard and I were used to comments like this from the guys.  We knew they were only joking. 

"Ray.. We all know you've been lonely… We've all had a look at what's 'hidden' under you bunk" I added

"you shut the fuck up" ray said throwing a pillow at me, I just laughed.

"look. Let's just get drunk, and then go check out the beach, and you'll feel better" I had a feeling  this was the best way to cheer ray up.

"Sounds like a plan"