i can't live without you (A frank iero and gerard way fan fiction *frerard*)

chapter 7

The next morning I was woken up by franks hand traveling down my stomach and into my boxers “frank!” I said I meant it to sound annoyed but it came out as a moan.

“Yes Gerard?” he asked is breath tickling my neck. I sighed and moved his hand he frowned and laid on his back.  I kissed his neck and was moving my lips to his when mikey came in.

“whoa whoa!” he said pretending to cover his eyes I could see his rare smile so I knew he was joking “oh fuck off mikey” frank said kissing me.

“but I brought coffee” mikey whined

“Coffee!” I pulled back from frank hastily grabbing my coffee of mikey. Mikey just laughed as frank pouted “I can’t compete with coffee can i?” he asked.

“nope” I replied drinking the delicious liquid that slightly burnt my tongue but I didn’t care. Frank grabbed his coffee of mikey and almost spilt it everywhere when his phones ringtone rang throughout the bus.

“fuck!” he put his coffee down, grabbing his phone. He looked at it and grimaced “fuck it’s jamia” he sighed and walked out of the room

“Shit” I thought out loud jamia would have only just found out about frank and I. I quickly skulled my coffee leaving mikey staring in awe when my phone rang. It was Lindsey I haven’t talked to her since we left I needed to. I knew what she was going to say she was so predictable

“Hey” I said

“Hi gee so you and frank huh?” she said and I could tell she was smirking I sighed just as I suspected

“yes” I said

“good to know you kept your promise” she said my stomach twisted I had forgotten about that.

She sighed at my pause “you didn’t tell him? Or you weren’t going to tell him”

I told her about what happened on the roof top. Again just as I suspected she got angry

“you were going to kill yourself! Oh fucking hell Gerard! Why would you even think of that as an option?”

I sighed “I was too scared to tell him Lindsey I’m fine now I’m finally happy” I said then I realised how that last bit would have sounded

“linds I’m so”

She cut me off “don’t apologise it’s fine” there was a pause “have you seen the latest interview? I saw frank punch the interviewer in the face can’t say I was that surprised but the interviewer didn’t even do anything”

“Didn’t do anything!? He asked if frank and I have fucked, he fucking deserved to be punched in the face”

“That’s what he asked? Shit I didn’t see that” she gasped “they must have edited it” she said

“they better fucking not have” I said really pissed off that they would do that.

“It’s on again now watch it and you’ll see what I mean”

“Okay bye” I said and hung up

I quickly walked to the tv and turned it on to the right station. Everyone was up now and looking at me confused.

“Lindsey said we should watch the interview we did yesterday. They edited it. “ I said

“edited it how?” mikey asked

“I don’t know we’ll see” I sat down on the couch the other sat around and watched as well.

Sure enough they had edited it. We watched the interviewer ask that wasn’t offensive at all and we saw frank get up and punch him in the face.

“Fucking hell!” I said the first to break the awkward silence.

“I can’t believe they would do that” ray said

Frank just stared at the tv not saying anything. He’s gone into shock now I know what I looked like.

Everyone else had noticed now and was looking at him. no one knowing what to say.

I sighed “frank” I said softly waving my hand in front of his face. He snapped his head up and looked at me. He looked so sad and apologetic

“that made it look so much worse than it was, I’m so sorry” he said

“frank don’t worry they kind of expect that shit from us” I chuckled

Frank looked so sad and ashamed it made me want to cry. He hugged me and I let him giving apologizing looks to everybody else, they mumbled about going to get coffee and they would bring some back for us and they left.

Frank and I just stayed there together until he finally pulled back

“I’m so”

I sighed frank don’t apologise it’s okay the interviewer deserved it”

“Were going to get so much shit from this though”

“Don’t worry about it, it doesn’t matter”

He sighed and put his head on my shoulder then I remembered something

“what did Jamia say?”

“He laughed “she yelled at me a bit. I guess she was just surprised about us” he said

“Yeah god I can’t imagine how linds would have been if she hadn’t already known”

“Jamia and I were over though we’ve been for a while actually”

I sighed “yeah me and Lindsey have been like that too. I felt so bad today when I said I was finally happy”

“Do you mean that?” he asked

“Yes, I have you” I said then kissed him he put arms around my neck and was kissing me back when the door to the bus opened and we sprang apart. Frank pouted as the others walked in

“Haven’t you had enough?” I whispered so only he could hear

“No” he whispered putting his hand on my leg and moving it up. Mikey smirked at us and handed us our coffee I grabbed mine and moved franks hand of my leg very aware that everyone was staring at us now he pouted again and I just laughed at him.

It was the last night of the tour and we all went out to a bar and were drinking heaps. I was completely fucked after a while. We all were mikey was hooking up with this chick I think her name was Alicia. Frank was getting free drinks from the female bartender who was flirting with him outrageously. Fucking slut.  I was talking to ray who was the least smashed out of all of us then I turned back to the bar and frank and the bartender had gone. Fuck! I walked out into the street stumbling as I went; I even surprised myself when I got out of the bar without face planting. I looked along the street and there was frank kissing the bartender who was pushed up to the wall of the pub my heart broke.

“fucking hell frank!” I yelled and I ran towards the bus well I say ran but it  was more like a drunken shuffle, and just passed out on my bed completely fucked.