i can't live without you (A frank iero and gerard way fan fiction *frerard*)

chapter 6

I woke up the next morning and rolled restlessly discovering something. Frank wasn’t there. Then I heard mikey’s voice “he’s slipping back into how he was before” he sounded really sad and worried. I was fine though. Wasn’t i?

“Maybe... but I think he will be right after this inerview and everything. He’s just worried about what people will think and stuff.” Frank said

 “I don’t think it’s just that though. I don’t know but if he doesn’t get better in e next couple of days I’m going to get him help”

Frank sighed “you know he’d hate that right?”

“It’s for his own good” mikey said and they left. I would be fine after the interview mikey didn’t need to keep worrying about me all the time. I got up went into the kitchen and made coffee

Everyone just stared at me as if waiting for me to break down and put a knife to my wrist or something. I felt like yelling at them but I knew that wouldn’t help, it’d only just make things worse. We had our interview and then we needed to leave for our next concert which was a five hours drive away.

We showed up at the studio and I was so nervous I didn’t want to answer any questions at all. I didn’t want to be here.

“it will be okay gee” frank said whispered in my ear holding my hand. I knew I should find it comforting but I just felt embarrassed like everyone was watching me. I looked at my other band members and they all seemed very busy not looking in our direction.

I sighed “fuck what they think” he said then he kissed, I wanted to pull back because people could be watching but It was frank, I couldn’t pull away from him. cameras flashed and frank pulled back with a sigh and we kept on walking as if nothing had happened.

We got to the interview room and I sat on the couch closest to the interviewer and frank sat next to me then mikey, ray and then bob.   I hated how he seemed to ignore the issue I knew everyone was just dying to know about. He just asked us normal questions  about our latest album and the tour. I knew he was just saying what everyone wanted to hear last so they would watch all of the interview.

Then finally that time came

“so about frank and Gerard’s relationship” he said I stiffened and was very aware of how close frank was.

“does it bother any of the other members?” I wanted to yell no! at him  but I realised I couldn’t answer that question

“No of course it doesn’t. Were still as close as brothers” mikey saidi  smiled at him and ray and bob mumbled in agreement.

“But frank and Gerard are a lot closer than brothers” the interviewer smirked. I felt like punching him in the face.  Before I could say anything or tell him to shut the fuck up he leaned forward “so have you too fucked yet?”

“Excuse me!?” I yelled really fucking angry now. He was just taking this too far.

Then frank stood up really quickly and punched him in the face. The interviewer fell of his chair and frank went to punch him again but suddenly bob and ray were there beside him holding him back.  I got up and stood in front of frank “frank! Calm down” I said he stopped fighting against bob and ray and we all just quickly walked out. Everyone just seemed shocked into silence . we got back on the tour bus and we needed to leave right away to get to our next concert on time.

We all just sat in the living room in silence.

“Fuck guys I’m sorry” frank said

“He deserved it” mike said

“He did” ray agree

“But people are going like go off at us now” he looked into my eyes “I’m so sorry”

I sighed “frank it’s okay he deserved it. I wish it hadn’t gotten out”

“Well fuck what everyone thinks Gerard” mikey said

“true” I said smiling despite myself, mikey would always be there for me no matter what.

Frank suddenly got up and muttered “I’m just gonna” and walked off to his room. Mikey ray and I just shared anxious looks. Frank was not ok.

Frank spent the rest of the day in his room and we didn’t disturb him.

After the concert frank had been the first to retreat back ot the tour bus. We all didn’t do as many signing and talking to the fans none of us felt like it.

 I walked into franks room I couldn’t take it anymore. I laid next him I sighed and kissed him passionately and climbed on top of him. “Hmm that’s more like it” he moaned as I quickly undid his pants.