A wave of guilt washes over me
I think I'll hold it back for a while
But I think it's time you better get over me
I'm sorry but I've run my last mile
Perhaps I forget and I continue to live
Doesn't mean I'll be happy with myself
You might be happy and you might smile
But I'm always going to want to die
I can't go on hating everything
With this inability to love
But if there is one thing you can do for me
Tell him, tell him he's the one, I like
Don't hold me back I'm sorry I can't
Maybe I will chicken out
Or maybe I'll write my suttle goodbyes
And jump down, I have no doubt
